Wednesday, March 31, 2004

我知道你很难过

我知道你很难过 爱一个人 需要缘份
你何苦让自己 越陷越深
别傻得用你的天真 去碰触不安的灵魂
每一天只能痴痴的等
爱一个人 别太认真
你受伤的眼神 令人心疼
没有一个人 非要另一个人 才能过一生
你又何苦逼自己 面对伤痕
我知道你很难过 感情的付出
不是真心就会有结果
别问怎么做 爱才能长久
这道理有一天你会懂
我知道你很难过 昨天是恋人
今天说分手就分手
别问你的痛 要怎么解脱
多情的人注定 伤的比较久
爱若变成了刺 思念也成了痴
也许心碎是爱情最美的样子


here's a piece of sad lyric... i noe its an old song but very nice eh...


Posted by jess at 4:26:00 PM

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

arghh!! y am i feeling so frustrated? dun feel like doing anything... omg!!! wads becoming of me? i am suppose to be an outgoing, friendly and cheerful girl de... ... dun care, i wun let anything affect my mood... gotta try to concentrate on my proj...


Posted by jess at 9:01:00 PM
opps... last nite didn update my blog coz too bz le lar... doin tons of proj... now, jessie here is in sch juz finish doing my tutorial so can update abit. anyway, oso nth much happen ma. reached home at 6, nua til 8. talk wif ed til 9, den online le... bored rite?

today, i didn went for 1st lecture... arghh! not i dunwan go but coz i cant wake up. i cant afford to pon this lesson anymore. ate spagetti for lunch. the sotong was like yuckz!!! whole full sotong leh. can u imagine it? i see le feel like puking... omg!!!! update more later. lesson finish le...


Posted by jess at 2:46:00 PM

Monday, March 29, 2004

4
SEXY LADY/ HOT BOY. You are hot, no matter what you
do. There are not much people like you.
Beautiful from inside and outside. The opposite
sex feels pleased with you . They treat you
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of you because they try to be sexy and
attractive but you are it. Maybe youre a bit
arrogant, or you seem . And some think that
they should better not even try to get a date
with you because your sex appeal scares them.
Sometimes it even nerves you the way they are
running after you.
You need change-Sometimes you like shy and
sometimes you like extrovert

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Posted by jess at 11:25:00 AM

Sunday, March 28, 2004

its a happy day... =p szu, i noe if u r reading my blog, u will tease me again but i dun care... hee... juz came home, had a bathe and blogging here now... met ed ard 5 liddat den decided to go marina square. the sky was like so so so hot when i left home but who noes it rained when i reached bukit panjang. god likes to make fun of me like i say be4. proceed to suntec threatre... spolier leh... twisted showtimes sux... 9.30pm... ate dinner at suntec new foodcourt. we both ate ramen. i ate korean style while he ate jap style de... not too bad but his nicer leh! go study abit bit at BK den slowly walk to take 960. alighted at bukit panjang n walk the pasar malam. i noe AGAIN but i like ma. bleahz... bought the colourful colorful kuey wif sugar for my family breakfast tmr. ed oso buy... den took bus home. on the jouney back, i keep tinking... hav god make all the path we suppose to go thru. if so, y muz he plan so many setbacks for ppl? if god let us meets someone we can truely love, y do some of us dun hav the chance of being together forever wif their love ones? life ba...

sha, i read yr tag le... is it him? freaking hell if its him... read my thoughts, this is wad i mean... truely love each other but haiz... dun worry, u stil hav me, iris and elaine thr for u... *hugz hugz*


Posted by jess at 11:32:00 PM
oh no!!! now i noe y everyone hav been getting so low marks for my frend test. dun kill me k? for some of the ques, i actually forgotten to tick which is the correct answer... eg is which movie i like best? die die... so those who failed, nvm... nt as if u dunno me... is my fault!!! but since u peeps hav done it, den forget abt it ba... lolz... currently am waiting for 1.30 to wake ed up... prob watching movie today. read fr gavin's blog tt "twisted" nice but aiya, dunno oso. later see how ba... i damn bo liao so tot of updating my blog. when i bz next wk, prob very update less frequent le. dom n carrie, hope that u 2 can be together forever k? best wishes!!!


Posted by jess at 12:50:00 PM

Saturday, March 27, 2004

woke up at 8am to accompany my mum eat breakfast and its a saturday for christ sake... since when did i become such a gd gurl? watched hunted mansion at home wif my dad and bro... den went out ard 2pm wif dan... didn chat much, same as be4... wad the hell am i meeting him for? mayb i was too bored and dunwan stay at home. wads worse is that no one actually jio me out k... i suddenly realise tt my friends are getting lesser... last time, i wun be lonely even for 1min de. wad to do? all happily attached to their love ones le... was playing pool at paradiz when ed suddenly sms me smth... i suddenly so happy... lolz... *blushes* shall not elaborate... following, go bugis walk walk den eat sakae for dinner lor, damn full... dan gave me a bottle of home-made cookies... haix, y muz he be so gd to me? but guess i stil wu dong yu zhong... called and tok to ed for awhile den go bathe... when i was calling ed, he actually wanted to call me too... not the 1st time le hor? hmmm... how could things ever be so zhun? i noe u all dun understand wad i trying to say but nvm... hahaz...

delicated to haze jie, m so sorry for not being able to attend yr bday party... my mum dun let me. anyway, shall wish u best best wishes... jazz mei here hope u will find the person whom is worth yr love soon... but nvm, coz u stil young... muackz!!!

my eyes tired but stil manage to key in such a long entry... kidda shock at myself... mayb a bit crappy but since u guys r reading, guess hav to bear wif it... hee...


Posted by jess at 11:00:00 PM
hey ppl... go do this test k? muz do ar... who nvr do, i piak who... lolz!!!


Click here hoh!



Posted by jess at 12:09:00 AM

Friday, March 26, 2004

after reading haze's past entries, i began to tink too. wad if one day i juz die on my way home? knocked by a car or wad. will thr be ppl who noe i dead and how i died? so sad. wad if its end of the world tonight? how i wish to be by my side of my love ones. haix...

waiting... waiting... waiting... waited the whole day to hear from ..... dunno if its good or bad news... abit worried, abit pissed, abit sad... overcome wif so much feelings... mayb coz i moody now and its a friday and i stuck at home so thoughts anyhow run wild...

basically today is another boring day... nth much to update... went sch, had rice and dishes for lunch, did proj, went home... wad a freak up friday... hahaz!!! i am so glad for my friend. she finally find her xing fu le... she is my sec sch very gd sistar! i really hope tt they will be happy and together forever... from the bottom of my heart....


Posted by jess at 9:46:00 PM

Thursday, March 25, 2004

I nvr do things which i am not confidence of winning be it in a game or competition... i rather not do it or give up. whatever i do, i dun like to lose and i cant lose... but smth, dunno y i stil chose to do it when i noe sure or higher chance will lose. i guess now i understand the chinese proverb "ming zhi gu fan". thats y i say god likes to make fun of ppl...

here's a quote to ponder on: "The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again, who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, and spends himself in a worthy cause; who at best, knows the triumph of high achievement; and who, at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat."
-Theodore Roosevelt, "Citizen in a Republic", April 23, 1910


Posted by jess at 8:23:00 PM
here's a baby pic... guess who is it k? muahaha... guess correctly got prize. but i haven tink of the prize!!!
Clue: someone i like!!! i will post the results in time to come... *hee*



Posted by jess at 1:18:00 PM
feeling sleepy

juz reach sch... i so slack today. wore a big tee and denim skirt... hahaz! last nite went ktv wif iris and edwin. me n iris reach at 6 and ed reach ard 8. me n iris damn bo liao. we sang all the new songs at first den later no songs to sing so end up singing those old old songs even hokkien songs. *opps* before going ktv, i bought a foundation and a formal shirt... den iris bought a blusher. nice nice... that iris hor, very irritaing de... actually she wanna buy a blusher brush but coz she dunwan to spend more den me, she decided to buy another day... irritaing rite?!?!

after ktv, she went home. me n ed went walk walk ard den board bus home lo! reach home ard 11.45 ba. from bukit panjang, i took cab home. den the taxi driver very kpo. he keep saying wad i so young den so pak toh bla bla bla... i take his cab give him money, he say me. hmpf!!!

our group for lesson today shld present a question but we forgot to do. lets hope either one of them dun come den we can lie say our presentation stuffs with them... hee...


Posted by jess at 12:06:00 PM

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

This used to be my fav car... found it while i was doing my project... coz for my part, i in charge of finding hotel accomodations and ground transportations... hee...



My BMW-Z3 roadster


Posted by jess at 1:43:00 PM
i am too busy to upate my blog last nite coz doing my project... i so gd girl hoh... i do my project from 8 to 12 eh... only did a bit of chatting and nothin else le! anyway oso nothing interesting to update this few days... life is kinna dull so dunwan bore u all out... hahaz... went sch, study, eat, home, watch tv, eat, online bla bla bla... i now doing my project in the lab coz is my break til 2 ma... den after sch we will continue from 3-5...

after that is my main highlight for the week. i going out wif iris to shop shop... hee!!! den will be meeting edwin lo! might be going ktv coz me and iris kinna miss it so much... update u guys again later!!! cheerz...


Posted by jess at 1:02:00 PM

Monday, March 22, 2004

feeling damn pissed off

my ex's god-sis sms me juz now. dunno wad he go tell her... she sms me scold me a bitch lar, hurt his feelings, say i not fit to be loved by him, say i give him false hope. i didn lor!!! i told him once and for all over le. more ever, i dunno how long never see my ex le... i called his god-sis back. i say:"got anything tok over phone, dun hum use sms can?" she hav no right to say me coz she did much more bitch things to her ex!!! den end up she lan4 lan3, nth to say... i am so so so angry now... wtf man!nvm nvm...

today i woke up at 10.30, didn went for 1st lesson den they got a mini test. wahlau, this is the 1st time i skip this lesson den got test. i no mc some more... hack care le... den reach sch 2pm, 3pm finish sch. lame hor? lolz... got a test tmr but haven really study yet. in order to make ed study hard, i hav to set gd example so i will try to study. Keyword: "try" haha... stil got so many proj coming up... shit!! my etiquette haven even start... dunno how and from whr to start...



Posted by jess at 8:57:00 PM

Sunday, March 21, 2004

juz watch finish the 7pm channel U show... last episode, damn nice leh!!! today whole day stay at home... sianz... tues got test. 7chapters some more... i dun even noe a single thing bout this subject! i only read thru 2chapts... this time die le... do abit bit of my proj only... cant find the stupid coaches things... now rotting online lo... chatting abit wif friends... kidda nth to update today. tmr i feel like skipping my first lesson. i full attendance for that. lolz... see how lor...


Posted by jess at 9:51:00 PM

Saturday, March 20, 2004

happy happy happy

i am juz home after a bathe. iris help us bought the 6.45pm movie in the end... went zara to try on afew bottoms but not nice de. edwin cut hair today. he look even younger now. *hee* went to walk walk first den go PS to meet iris n billy. the show is not bad but not really scary. only afew parts and the sound effect will scared tio only. after the movie, me n ed took our time to slowly get home... i miss ktv~!~ lolz...

today i was so blur. i went to the wrong bus-stop to wait for a bus... haha... well, no choice... thats me!

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Posted by jess at 11:54:00 PM


haha... i at elaine's house now... bought a gatsby hair dye. (rusty ash) den iris help me dye... warn girls out thr, dun buy gatsby hair dye. so little can? my fringe not enuff hair dye lor... i buying another bottle to dye on monday... sux rite? after dyeing, elaine help me wash my hair den now iris is helping me blow my hair while i updating my blog... xing fu leh!!! opps, iris stain her top and my top while dye-ing... sorry iris for staining it wor... me n iris wear elaine's top now... hee... luckily we all abt the same size, if not dunno how!now getting rdy to go orchard le... me, edwin, iris and her dear will be going to PS to watch the 4.35pm show "the eye2"... shiok shiok... but before that me n elaine gonna shop ard 1st... *so happy that edwin acc me later* update again tonight ba!!!


Posted by jess at 1:51:00 PM

Friday, March 19, 2004



today is fri yet got to go sch at 9am... so early!!! lesson all the way till 12 den went for lunch... had prawn noodles den continue my 2hr law lecture... end at 3 and i went home straight... went home, took a quick bathe and wash up den meet edwin ard 6 at orchard... actually wanna play pool de but we walk walk til so late den end up he go meet his friends at 9.30 so didn play lor... i so pig again!!! i share kfc de buddy meal wif edwin, ate aunt annie's and follwed by 2corokke... omg... the corokke got a burnt smell and we threw away... time flies so fast den 9.30 le... accompany him wait for one of his friends den after that i went home lo... they might be going creme bar... i oso wan go but cannot!!! haix... nvm lor... i hav to try to do some proj and study too!!! tmr early morning stil got to go elaine's house do proj... imagine sat i muz wake up at 8am??? lolz... no choice...


Posted by jess at 11:33:00 PM

Thursday, March 18, 2004

aiyo... my life like very plain this few days... not much to update leh... didn went sch for my make-up lesson... i too tired le, need the sleep... i didn even bother to set alarm or wad... my toilet flush was spoit ytd but heng got it fixed le if not cant flush de... haha... at 2plus, ed sms me ask if i wanna meet him anot? of coz i say yes lar!~! i actually tot of skipping the 3-5 lesson de but i tink dunwan lar since ed can hang ard in his proj lab... so i met him at ngee ann bus-stop and went eat dinner... dave was thr oso... hmpf!!! he always say i man de... dun tok to him le... went a coffee shop in woodlands and eat. he ate chicken rice, plus 2 pancakes... haha... i ate 1 popiah den go home eat somemore.. die die... getting fat le (dave say i "ba ba") muz cut down abit... thats all folks for today


Posted by jess at 9:57:00 PM

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

hmm... today went sch very early... 9am... i didn late or wad wor... eat jap food(fish fillet don) at foodcourt4... nice nice!!! discuss some ttp project... so coincidence saw xinglong there oso... den went for QA lecture and was dimissed ard 2.40... did some proj in at foodcourt den went book lab... not efficient today... *lolz* we sort out who do wad den fixed another day to combine lor... juz as we were abt to go home, i saw my last yr class friends... so i went wif them to clementi to buy hp... den went home wif shirley coz she stay yishun ma. so long nvr talk to her le... kidda miss them so much. miss javan's suaning, miss all their craps... now am watching tv plus blogging... nth much to do le... *i miss edwin* i noe i shldn't say out de but juz cant help it... i sms him but he didn reply... i guess he is playing pool... dunno if correct anot?


Posted by jess at 9:06:00 PM

Tuesday, March 16, 2004


last pic... i see elaine never put so i put... lolz... me n iris trying to act cute like sec sch days...


Posted by jess at 10:09:00 PM

this is our sch red bridge...


opps...


use mirror... me n elaine look left coz got ppl come in... so paiseh!!! haha


see no evil, speak no evil, hear no evil... muahahha



Posted by jess at 9:32:00 PM
arghhh!!! everything really not right for me... i juz upload like 10pics but it turned out all cross cross... shit man... shit sia...


do i look like ghost? hee...


dun look like me hor? but its me!!!


me n elaine damn bo liao!!!


the hand is mine...


Posted by jess at 8:43:00 PM
feeling angry

actually i not updating my blog le coz nothing much to say le... but i damn angry... my mum soiled the top edwin gave me... yuckz!!! the intially brown top becomes brown and red le... irritaing!~!~ i wan to upload pics oso cannot... wad in the world is not right? arghhh!!!


Posted by jess at 8:15:00 PM
so bored now!!! having my lab lesson. dun scold me for not concentrating hoh! i do finish the questions den login to blog de... hmm... had lunch at the malay stall today. normally damn alot of ppl but today only afew so we ate that... going for my 1hr break at 3, continue leson from 4-5 den go home le... no one jio me out today so guess i shall be a gd gal, which i dunwan to but no choice oso ma... dun tink i will update again tonight coz nth much happen... iris, sha, elaine and me took lots of pics again... if iris and elaine upload the pics and send me tonight, i confirm will post de... look forward to it ba... damn nice de!!!


Posted by jess at 2:41:00 PM

Monday, March 15, 2004

feeling hmmm... mixed feelings?

eat lunch in sch lor... the stupid korean food stall juz open so we went for a try... yuckz!!! the food is so horrible... after lunch went for lectures lor. den last lesson is the etiquette and professional image... fun fun... teaches us abt the dining etiquette bla bla bla. quite a stoning day for me lor... den i went home after sch...

my surprise came when i juz alighted at woodlands mrt station... *hee*
ed called me and ask me whether wan to meet for dinner ma? as i called home and as my mum didn cook so i agreed to meet ed. i went his house and he cook a fantastic dinner for me... really yummy!!! he cook dunno wad "emperor chicken", "sotong stuff with meat" and a "sweet corn soup wif alot of things inside" haha... eat till very full... i finish my portion of rice and soup leh... rare rite? lolz... while cooking halfway, his dad came home... opps... i so paiseh, dunno wad to do... haha... but his dad very cute de, very friendly oso... cook le slack slack awhile den went home lor... hee...

there's a cat near my house... its head and body is so big and its action really like human de... so cute... everytime i pass by, i will sayang the cat. today, the cat like siao siao, when i went over and squad down, the cat came over to me and uses its head to like sayang my leg... its as if it noes me... haha.. after that, i continue walkin, who noes the cat walk behind me. when i pick up speed, it started running... omg... how i wish i can bring the cat home.. it follows me till the traffic light den stop le... i juz reached home not long ago... so sleepy, gonna sleep soon le...


Posted by jess at 11:01:00 PM
juz finish my test... so bored... stil got another 1hr plus to go. while waiting for iris and elaine to finish, i juz did a test... interesting...


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Posted by jess at 11:44:00 AM

Sunday, March 14, 2004

feeling irritated

zzz... i didn noe that angelfire cant upload mp3 coz its illegal... not my account is terminated and all my pics and songs are gone... idiotic... now i muz set up another account... wads worse is that i didn save those pics... arghhh!!! nvm...

wad did i do today? woke up ard 10plus by a bad dream and nearly ended up crying... i noe its stupid la. later i shall elaborate... play awhile o2jam but guess my reactions are slow so keep missing... same as u hor elaine... hmm... went my grandpa's house ard 2. den i bought 2pairs of shoes today n ytd... quite causal one lor... had dinner there and reach home 7plus ba... watch some tv and here i am updating my blog...

had a quarrel wif my mum... juz dunno wad she wan!!! aint i good enuff to oblige to her curfew? though sometimes i over-short, at least i bother to inform her rite? she say wad i lie to her la, bla bla bla... wtf... i dunno how to explain lor... if i am bad, i wun even bother telling her whr am i and everything... she hav some illness and cant take anger so i didn make her angry k... i am trying hard to be a good gal le hoh! forget it... different ppl hav different life...

now the dream (sort of similiar to elaine's de) : i dreamt that ed n a girl kissed... somemore i was there and i saw it wif my own eyes... den that girl look over to me and smile proudly (as if telling me she hav ed)...

ya, i noe its a short dream but its enuff k... ok... its such a long entry, guess shld stop here le...


Posted by jess at 9:29:00 PM

Saturday, March 13, 2004

this is for wad happen yesterday de... nth much happen and i oso forgot le... actually i did update before i go out de but there was error den i dulan... ytd iris bought a digital cam to sch and basically we played ard wif it lor... there r afew nice pics... i will attached one wif my 3darlings(sha,iris and yi ling)... sch ended ard 3 den i went home coz muz study for test ma... ard 5, ed called me and say finish sch le so we met 6plus at woodlands to eat dinner and study at the lirbrary... after studying, muz reward myself rite? so i went to the pasar malam to buy quite afew things... eh, abit pig la but not i eat only hoh! we bought 1stick of nugget, drumstick, a 2 pieces of dunno wad (its white white de wif brown sugar and coconut) and finally a coconut to drink... yum yum... envy ma? went home den continue study abit bit, talk on the phone abit bit den zzz ard 2am...

today: juz had my test and noe wad? it sux... i practiced so many tutorial questions but ended up the test alot of theories and most of them were from chapter1... arghh... i spent most of my time doing chap2 n 3... irritating!!! now in lab updating my blog den will proceed to orchard wif iris... dunno if yi ling wanna tag along anot... lolz... later gonna meet him le.. heeheehee~!~ *opps*


Posted by jess at 10:52:00 AM

Thursday, March 11, 2004

feeling cold and sleepy

last nite i talk on phone till like 4am? 5am? den this morning hav to wake up at 8am... i pulled myself up from the bed... hee... *serves me right* actually today dunnid go sch de coz is SB day but we hav to go participate... end up, after me, iris, yi ling went to sign our attendance, we went to eat prawn mee... guess wad we do after that? we go book lab for 2hrs and spend our time in there doing our blogs... yes, again!!!notice any difference in my blog? ard 2 iris and me went home le... i doze off while reading my newly bought cleo juz now. slept for like an hour... haha!!! wake up, bathe, eat dinner, watch tv and now i am online le... too bad i cant go out on thrus... stil got a test this sat, really dun feel like studying ar...


Posted by jess at 8:40:00 PM

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

feeling shiok... bored...

i am home!!!went dinner wif ed again... yay!~! hmmm... as usual go eat den walk walk ard... though its juz walking aimlessly, i enjoyed it... the time we walk more den the the time we eat and take bus... dunno y i always so many topics talk to him de... lol~ sha is meeting her darling now le... oh yar, muz really thank yi ling for accompany me at lab today til 5pm... hugz... like wad yi ling say, we spend so long in the lab juz trying to edit some simple stuffs... haha... haix... my blaw test only got 50marks... haix haix haix... all thanx to my ex... he called me like nearly 30 times when i having the test. i was so scared at first coz i tot smth happen to my mum(coz my mum hav some illness de) den i oso no mood do test, everything forgotten... do u all noe how much time i spent studying for this test? and i hardly study de hoh!!! so so so sad... and i scold the hell out of him... but forget it ba, mayb its juz my life lor... right now got to do my proj le... zzz...


Posted by jess at 10:27:00 PM
i am in sch now... i feel so proud of myself... nah, here's only a short entry only... i waiting for ed to finish sch now, bo liao ma so came lab try out some blog stuffs... den yi ling told me my archives for my posting is gone and i wun be able to see my past entry, i panicked... haha... den i went to other ppl blogskin and look at their template.. hee!!! den copy and paste a few to trial and error... finally got it done... i make the blog space much much bigger... so u all wun say difficult to see hor? lolz... ><


Posted by jess at 4:07:00 PM

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

feeling happy happy happy

today went sch early in the morning at 9am den stupid lecturer went reservice so 1st lecture cancelled... zzz... if not i can sleep another hr... me, yi ling n iris bai yuan wang. den ling sick so she got dom to fetch her go see doc lor... after that me n iris went for all the lesson til 3pm den sha joined us... discussed abit of proj only... boring day so far... as for the y i so happy ar? hmmm... ed came SP to fetch me today wor! den went eat dinner at bukit panjang den accompany me home... before going home, we went walk walk ard the whole neighbourhood den sit down near a playground thr. i was playing wif the swing. so long never play wif that le... though its juz a simple day, i enjoyed it alot... reach home ard 8plus, 9... now juz bathe finish so update my blog abit lor... =D




Posted by jess at 9:35:00 PM

Monday, March 08, 2004

feeling happy bored and dreamy now

hiyee... hmmm... this is my very very first entry to my new blog... firstly, i would like to thank dom and ayc for helping me settin up the webbie... yellow yellow de... today bascially is such a slack day for me... went to sch at 10, as usual was late lor... but thanx to ed for waking me up twice if not really dunnid go sch le... 3pm we were dismissed le! accompany elaine awhile den took train home... nth interesting happen to me de... oh yar, its raining very heavily today and if not for elaine's grip, tink i would fall down le... *grinz*
tmr stil gotta stay back in sch to do proj...



Posted by jess at 5:46:00 PM