=-.Xing fu de shun jian.-=

2005-08-19T15:57:00.000+08:00

i had a wonderful experience of babysitting this little girl of age 4.. haha.. good money leh.. 1 hr $8, plus transportation of $20 coz over 11pm den one free dinner.. lol.. and this girl is so cute, played hide and seek wif her.. a pic of her..

arghh!! and i spent money again!! look at these.. and thr are still a few more tops i have not take pictures.. dying dying dying!!

this Christian Dior Jadore perfume is really fantastic!! but its $$$$$

my precious to keep my company on my way to work everyday.. >.<

other den buying things, some of my colleagues are oso siao abt FOOD and KTV so $$$ again..

a pic of my locker.. my uniform w/o the jacket is ugly.. look at this..

2005-08-05T01:30:00.000+08:00

been so busy with work tat i harly hav got time to update.. even as i update, i muz also be very careful wif wad i type or wad i took for my pics becoz thr are spys all over.. nway, as usual, i am unable to control myself.. keep eating and eating.. one of these days i wil be so fat.. hmmm... finally had chance to meetup wif iris, rong and xuan.. we actually wanted to go momo de but we juz didn like it so didn even bother to queue.. den we went chinablack but the queue was like CMI so we ended up at devils.. really missed the girls but coz i had to work the next morning so cant join them for supper.. we shall meetup soon again k??

crystal jade roasted pig is damn cripsy and nice!!

curry fish head at bugis.. he juz love curry fishhead so i had to oblige but i muz admit it was nice..

the stewed beef ramen is alrite only.. but the prawn salad i like..

had dinner at palm beach at one fullerton wif my sistarz.. hee.. the seafood thr is damn nice.. gonna try the crab and oyster the next time..

bought these after work.. stil have alot of clothes and shoes pics to post.. shall update next time.. hiak.. now is 5th only and i hav spent like half of my salary..

2005-07-12T12:32:00.000+08:00

too long nvr update i kidda forgot wad i did.. well, shall update wif the help of pics.. recently i hav craving for 2 types of food.. jap food and bee hoon.. i oso dunno y..

went genki at forum.. ate alot alot but forgot to take pics.. only managed to remember for desert.. this is too chocolate-ly..

i wan to try all.. this is only part of the deserts.. heh..

this was at sakae.. had buffet.. look at the number of plates..

haha.. taken before sakae.. lol.. juz an update of me.. was thinking how come ppl say i look like tat superstar girl.. iris, june (my colleagus) and even edwin sia.. i got so chubby meh? sobsob...

went to the pub outside of wisma for drinks.. forgot the name of the place le.. but the drinks were nice..

my dad brought us to a place near serangoo for fishhead steamboat.. omg, its the nicest place i ate fishhead steamboat before and their ngo hiang best!! but its the waiting time i hate.. imagine waiting like 35-45mins for the food.. but it was worth it!! *yummy*

Sentosa invited hoteliers for a ride at the sky tower.. it was really very high but the ride was less 10mins.. $10 leh, i tink its not worth..

before it raised into the air..

zoom in...

zoom out...

our proudest merlion!!!

lastly, i wanna thank everyone who makes a different in my life for the past 1 yr.. time flies and i finally reach the club of 20s.. haha.. i stil remembered at may when i first disturbed sha, now its my turn.. my wish is... ... *cannot say la, say le will not come true..* i love ya all lotsa lotsa...

2005-07-05T15:39:00.000+08:00

haix.. 1 wk past le still no wallet returned baq to me.. guess its over!!
recently i hav realised tat service line or rather working life is very fake.. thr are alot of fakers who treat u well in front but backstab u from behind.. my life now is all abt working, working and working.. but luckily things between us are getting better.. well, i juz lost a chance and am so remorseful.. recently thr was an opening for SIA crew cabin and i applied for it.. after like 2wks stil no news so i tot gone case le.. who knows on the 27th, they emailed me, calling me to go for a interview on the 30th... but stupid me only check my email on 29th and a confirmation need to be sent on 29th.. I tink and tink, wonder and ponder.. in the end, i didnt went coz i was working nite shift beforehand and feeling very irritable.. *arghhhh*

best man!!! it was so exciting tat i was grabbing onto his hands so tightly!! oh man.. lolx.. but the ending was sad.. no worries, thr will be more initial D to come.. >.<

bought this set of kose products since i need to put makeup on everyday so muz guai guai use the 4steps... makeup removal, cleanse, tone and moisture..

imagine eating this cheescake during my break.. other den lunch leh.. walk all the way from marriott to spinelli.. siao rite? buhaha..

hmmm, wad is it like to start knowing tat u like a person? or rather love a person? is it that your heart will skip a beat whenever he calls? or u will juz smile unknowingly when u tink of his name? or will u be angry at yourself when u juz missed a call from him?

2005-06-27T11:43:00.000+08:00

arghhh!!! i lost my wallet!!! haix, with all my cards, ID and thr is abt $100 in thr.. i normally dont carry so much cash de but tat day actually wanna pay for some stuffs.. sigh sigh!!

i oso cant seem to tag leh.. isit my blog? or isit my com??

thirdly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELAINE!!!!! haha.. hope u will get wadever u wan and stay pretty k?? mmmmuackz!! though we are all working now, lets find someday to meetup k??

after i started working at marriott, i ate alot alot leh.. after 3-11pm shift, always supper supper.. if work till 3pm, always shop shop shop.. work midnite is breakfast.. spend so much so much!!

taken after shopping wif mi xue...

taken at supper place.. somewhr at tiong bahru.. 1 pic of food coz everyone was so pig.. as soon as the food came, everyone tuck in.. lolx.. btw, the mee goreng was from crossrd cafe at marriott.. nice!!

ZOO invited marriott to their place and since the 6 of us were working 3pm, we went.. i nvr had so much fun in the zoo ever before.. thr was only laughter all the way from 11.30am to abt 4pm.. steady bunch of friends.. i didn brough cam so only has got afew pics.. wait til kurt send den i update k??

this is kurt.. i look very ugly here but juz wanna show u guys his pic.. he is very very pretty.. really!! i love his eyes.. but this pic we haven rdy den take le.. haha..

the new giraffe in the zoo, dissapointing coz all babies..

this penguin was following my phone wherever i go so i juz took a pic.. very cute..

this is one part i like most.. they modify this place till its very village-looking.. very cool!!

trying to act sweet!!

trying to act cool!! but all fail.. lolx..

a necklace which i bought when buying iris's pressie.. cant resist so bought it..

and this.. hiak!!

i miss the girls!!! when wanna meet up?????????

2005-06-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

recently caught 2 movies.. one is mr and mrs smith.. cheers for tat movie.. and batman, which is very boring at the begining.. lolx.. bought alot of things for myself and some presents.. when i was buying iris's pressie, i wanted to buy a similar one for myself but they only come in 1 item.. so i bought a different one.. haha.. arghh!! so iris, if u stil dont collect ur pressie from me, i am gonna use it.. *heehee*

nway, here are some stuffs tat i bought recently.. more pics to come..

i like this tee but somehow it sux on cam..

i just love this bag!!! it was love at first sight.. hiak..

hmm, time flies.. it has been 3 wks since i worked for marriott.. basically some ppl are rather fake.. shant elaborate abt it.. but am quite good terms wif a few guys and girls.. time will tell yar? i really miss my darlings.. when can we meet up??? =(

2005-06-10T21:48:00.000+08:00

started work at marriott for abt 2wks le.. had a 3days back to basic class cum camp.. it was fun man!! we got to stay a nite at the hotel and went on hotel and duck tours.. haha.. went to bar none after the last nite.. had great wif my wild colleagues.. they are so wild and happening sia.. haha.. had dinner at the garden terrance.. it is open air and enjoy lots of privacy.. staffs get 35% discount on weekends and 50% on weekdays.. haha.. here are some food which i managed to take pics of before everyone tuck into!!

this last pic is smoked salmon wif avocado and dunno wad else inside.. this is the best man!! the smoked salmon is best i ever tasted!!

my best friend at work.. she is abit weird in this pic but dont worry.. i will post nicer pics of us again..

met up wif them and went to cafe cartel for dinner..

there are ice creams and desserts too but i forgot to take pic.. hee..

i wanna wish iris darling a very happy bday.. though its afew hrs in advance.. i wont hav time to update my blog tmr as i hav to work 7am tmr.. so here's a kiss for u iris.. *mmmmuackz*
muz meet up wif me k? together wif rong best!! hiak... ...

2005-06-08T21:40:00.000+08:00

ever since i started working, life have been so busy.. no time to eat even.. omg..
1 more update on things i bought during my trip..

a belt which i hav been looking for ages..

water bottle.. >.<

a pair of cystal earring plus hp strap..

my watch!!

2005-06-02T11:36:00.000+08:00

hmm, very very lazy to update leh.. well, work is very stressful.. now tat i am officially working, i cant expect ppl to spoon feed me.. thr are so much stuffs to remember!! but this fri, sat and sun i hav a training at marriott and one of the nites i am given a chance to stay in the hotel!! shiok rite? shall take some pics and update..

well, am baq from the MINES resort.. its not exactly KL, juz near KL.. shit man, nth to buy thr.. i wan to go TIMES SQUARE but they lazy to drive.. *arghh* well, nway, here are some pics..

i cant resist taking pics of stephen.. has he grown skinner? yes rite..

some views taken from the resort..

the only interesting thing is the water taxi with the "water lock".. this is a muz try!! water lock is like an elevator for the boat.. they make use of the water lvl to sink the boat 8m down to enter into the big sea..

we took the boat from the shopping center.. cool rite?

look at the diff lvl the boat is at.. i took this while waiting for our turn..

whr we hav our breakfast..

u guys muz be wondering how come thr are no food items rite? hmmm, i forgot to take coz everytime 1 dish come, everyone digs into it.. so hahahahaha..

2005-05-22T15:36:00.000+08:00

i rebonded my hair le but the sad thing is i am starting work on 24th may at marriott hotel.. hav to bun up my hair.. by right, i cannot tie my hair for 2wks but bo bian.. i wanted to upload all my pics but dunno y when i wanna transfer, my pics in the hp is blank.. arghh!!!

watched star wars episode 3 on thurs.. i am not a star wars fan but the effect is good except tat it got quite draggy in the middle of the show..

ytd went out and played pool.. omg.. its the first time i played for 3hrs plus leh.. only 2 people, 3hrs plus.. spend like $36 on pool along.. scary hor? before tat, had dinner at sakura wif the usual.. sambal kang kong, hotplate beancurd, parsley ginger beef.. (haix, no PICS)

den after pool, we went to chimjes to chill.. who knows i saw vivian wif her friends and alvin thr.. LOL.. i was wondering if that is her anot.. we went to a spanish pub but i forgot the name le.. we had a plate of soft shell crab and a plate of roasted pig.. kaoz!! the roasted pig is heaven.. arghh, no pics again.. =(
had a total of 3 glasses of port wine and 1 glass of their specialities, "shangra".. the port was wonderful.. sweet and very strong.. the shangra is like fruit punch, cant really taste the alcohol in it.. we sat there and chat chat till 2 plus..

really enjoyed myself alot.. since am starting work soon so must make full use of these few days yea.. i am really happy ytd.. shant elaborate more.. when u really love a person, all u want is for that person to be happy.. u do not have to be his, just by knowing that he is happy, it's enough.. i have learnt not to put too much hope.. the more hopeful you are, the more dissapointment u get.. but i believe u, i believe wadever u told me.. =)

2005-05-15T14:02:00.000+08:00

i shld be in KL or genting now de!!! but due to the rushness, lack of hotel rooms, my uncles decided to postpone to 29th.. skali i got part time work tat day den i cant go le.. SOB.. we hav already book 2nites in the MINES resort and spa, 1 nite at Genting.. my dad say the view at MINES very very nice..

ytd watched kingdom of heaven.. guess it's a nice show but coz of the companion, it is stil worth watching this show.. smart tactics and cute guy.. LOL..

tat day saw this wedding car so cute.. use piglet and tigger.. haha.. my cousins call me to take picture and send email to them.. imagine a 10year old cousin saying this.. when i was 10, i dont even know wads email sia..

Thurs while companying jinting shop for clubbing top, i cant resist the temptations and thus bought afew things..

supposed to be purple de la..

supposed to be black de.. LOL.. tink my cam sux..

and a tube!! heh

ate this at the foodcourt opposite Ikea.. not bad..

this is supper nice!! i forgot the shop name but is at raffles city, somewhr near subway.. the shop name is "...soup" i had mushroom while he had clam chowder.. damn nice.. but for the mushroom soup, u muz make sure u love mushroom.. their sandwiches are so superb too!! confirm wil go baq to try the rest of the soup..

2005-05-09T16:53:00.000+08:00

read this from Dave's blog..
really makes alot of sense.. hope u read it..

realize that the girl holding onto u..
is PERFECT in their own special way.

The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you...

Always remember that.

She can always walk away and up,
getting someone else who can love her more.

For all you know,
there is someone out there wooing her already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for you.

There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than you are loving
her now,
fufill her every need and love her as much as she
loves you.

Understand that.

Girls have a huge guilty concience.
...imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today...
and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing
another gal.
and then you run back to her...
and u do the same....
but you see love in her eyes...
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel guilty?

She loves you not because you are good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car or bike.

It's because..
she loves you.... n FOR YOU.
she loves the way you laugh,
the way you sleep,
the way you hug and hold her,
make every little bad thing go away.
That's why she loves you.
Always remember that.

There might be another guy...
who wants to have what you have.
So dun let relationships run wrong.
You might never have another chance with that
girl.
Dun regret when you lost a gem..

2005-05-06T16:18:00.000+08:00

this few days either go for driving, go out or stay home.. so bored..

i screwed up the marriott interview.. shall not elaborate further.. coz of 1 mistake den zzz le.. but nvm, shall continue look for others. well, watched afew movies currently.. lazy to recap the titles but i know "the creeps" is a definelty NONO.. yuckz and gross..

i hate starwars episode 3 but i tink i lost a bet and thus muz company him to watch on the ermm 19th..

today by rite i shld pass my stage 1 driving de.. ever since ytd, i learn how to drive outside and thus muz speed up.. den today when baq to the curcuit i cant seem to control the speed.. hee hee.. and worse stil, it was raining very heavily.. tink i sux..

been eating quite alot of good food.. wif family, friends, him, her bla bla.. tink i grow fatter abit.. well, heres an update of how i look while waiting for someone to finish work.. keke..

my aunt and cousin, stephen.. guess how old my aunt is.. she doesnt look her age at all!! and she has got 2 children already orh..

a gift from him.. i love it alot.. really!! coz i was looking for a necklace wif ring pendant and he was so sweet to note it and bought me this.. i will treasure it de.. ..

2005-05-01T13:09:00.000+08:00

found out smth.. once u stop updating ur blog for a few days, u get lazier.. buahaha.. but well, juz a short update..

went for my first driving prac lesson le.. it wasnt as simple as i tot it is but nevertheless, FUN!! my engine stalled for 6 times during the 100mins.. *hee*

am going to marriott for a 2nd interview this coming wed.. wish me good luck k?

watched quite alot of movies recently til i cant recall wad le.. last movie was creep, which was ytd.. the movie sux to the core.. so so gross.. highly recommended not to watch!! hahaz..

hmmm, my life is sort of in a mess now.. i am so afraid of hurting someone while in the process of trying to get over.. and i am totally so unable to get over becoz of some reasons.. i cant write out in this blog coz alot of ppl are reading this blog.. nway, i actually wanted to post a pic of my pri sch friend de.. coz one of his pic look so undescrideble.. better not in case he kill me!! hee..

2005-04-25T14:36:00.000+08:00

this few days i kept eating fried rice.. haha.. some updates of wad i did..

fri went to thank you lunch for our ITP cum networking lunch..

after tat me n iris went for an interview at goodwood park hotel for a promoter interview.. zzz.. so many ppl lor and the hotel is like erhem.. after tat went shopping while waiting for our ktv session at 6pm.. while waiting, went candle and bought stuffs again.. arghh.. spent like $60..

our lunch of fried beef kuay teow and mee goreng.. *yummy*

sat: this place is at kim's at bugis.. me n ed went to eat the chu cha last time and tasted fantastic so went again lor.. this time we ate the hokkien mee and fried rice.. the hokkien mee chilli is very special.. not like the normal type.. we ate the fried beancurd.. not too bad..

the food like half half coz i forgot to take pics.. hiak..

after tat played pool wif kiatz, lebon, ron and friends.. haha.. so long nvr see them.. like so ancient den we had supper.. mushroom cheese prata.. =p

should i buy this top? from mango $45

an update of me.. sob, i miss my long hair.. now so troublesome coz nvr rebond hair den everytime need to put on styling cream..

2005-04-20T16:44:00.000+08:00

i wil not update much of my personal life here.. guess thr are some ppl who are too free to make a din out of wad i write.. =)

nway, later am gonna watch "the interpreter".. have been waiting for this movie to start.. den mayb accompanying my mum to check up for her blood pressure and lungs.. *hiak*

here are the D&D pics as promised.. alot of pics very very blur and thru photoshop stil cannot see.. arghhh, so wasted eh.. its impossible for me to upload afew hundreds pic so i shall juz put up afew..

from the front office:

this malay girl is very very pretty and cute!! haha..

they call us the twins.. but i dun we look alike.. mayb abit in the Front Office 2uniform ba.. she is a yr younger den me orh..

look at tat afrol hairstyle.. buahaha.. she stole it from nadim (tat guy)

Housekeeping

2005-04-18T12:41:00.000+08:00

had a fantastic time at chinablack on wed!! the music is great, crowd as usual.. best thing is iris's friend and sha were thr.. although it was ladies nite, me and iris ended up buying drinks at our own expense coz their housepour really sux to the core esp the vodka cranberry.. *yuckz* we drank our usual waterfall and lambo.. i tink we dance w/o stopping much til like 430am w/o realising the time.. but becoz something happen, i went off first.. but my silly darlings oso went off wif me.. >.< i am looking forward to clubbing now!! hiak

fri went to watch "series of unfortunate events".. hmm, okay show la.. den meet my friend for dinner den went home to catch the last episode drama series..

sat, intended to go BBDC to register.. reached thr ard 315 den the girl say muz hav passport size photo but i dun hav so i took the instant one.. after taking, i ask her so can i reg now? she told me "sorry but the counters close at 330pm".. wtf rite!! she shld told me earlier ma.. after tat had lunch at bukit gombak wif ed den proceed to orchard.. played pool wif iris and billy.. ard 8.30pm, we wanted to go off sing ktv le but stupid billy say he wanna play last rd wif me coz he haven trash anyone!! but heng heng, nvr let him trash.. lost 1 black ball to him.. went ktv and sang till 1120pm.. den i took cab home le..

2005-04-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

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2005-04-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

as of ytd.. i hav a new reader reading my blog.. yay! *appluase* so now i muz make my blog more interesting.. for tat someone who reads my blog, pls dun act like u r the greatest victim k? the truth is tat everyone can be a victim but not u.. my darlings, i know u all care for me.. but regarding this above sentance, pls do not comment on it.. >.<

sunday: went my uncle house for majong session but of coz i rather play wif my baby cousin, Stephen.. he is not as fat as before le.. but he is damn heavy leh.. caryy him 5mins can make me exhausted sia..

an update of him..

den after tat we went to downtown east "lemongrass" for dinner.. not bad, quite nice eh.. i hav got a 15% discount voucher so find a day lets go eat!! hee..

mon: met sha go far east shop for my skirt or top to be worn for tonight's clubbing.. but cant find top so juz bought a skirt.. heehee.. nice nice eh.. i like!!

i bought this card.. its a one for one meal at 3 different outlets in Chijmes.. plus free cover for chinajump.. >.< but cost me $40.. tink we shall change our clubbing to chinajump huh? heehee..

Tue: met my primary school friend for pool, den watched the movie "Samara" at causeway pt.. hmm, identical to the ring leh.. not scary and not tat nice de.. had swensens for dinner.. my half-finished curry chicken baked rice and another half-finished chicken breaded cutlet.. too hungry forgot to take pics ma.. but stil looks nice hor?

2005-04-09T10:57:00.000+08:00

hav decided to delete this post due to overwhelming response and i hav gotta an answer from him.. it was not done by him at all.. so i am such a threat to her.. hahaz.. rong and iris, both ur sarcasm like higher standard den mine leh.. haha.. i am so sorry tonight cant meet u girls.. rong, when u finish ur exam, mayb we can stay over at ur hse discuss our KL trip. since iris cant go until may, jinting might be joining us too!! heehee.. but i gotta tell my parent tat we are going wif tour if not they nag, nag, nag.. LOL..

oh btw, i watched "the pacifier" today.. it is a very fantastic show!! very very funny.. muz watch.. u wun regret it.. >.<

2005-04-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

wed: mum took off today and brought me to this place call "fortunate restaurant" for dim sum.. i treat her eat coz aiya juz got my pay and feel happy tat day..

stil got afew but forgot to take.. heee..

den at nite, my dad bought me to this place for supper.. we bought supper thr to eat.. brought our own small table and stool.. a very nice senic place.. somewhr at yishun..

a pic of my bro together wif the small table.. *opps*

today went for a haircut wif jinting at some shop at far east call Rave.. i did treatment too!! btw, i have been spending so much recently tat i am terribly in need of money.. any jobs pls include me in ar.. >.<

2 versions for my hair.. which is nicer?

today saw someone wif someone hand in hand.. my heart stop for a moment and i tot i wil juz die thr.. i tot i had sort of gotten over but i did not.. someone mentioned in his blog abt his bro and his gf.. so i am the last to know tat u n her hav patch??? bloody farker liar!! *pui*

2005-04-05T12:55:00.000+08:00

gonna be an interesting wk for me.. hee..

sat went dinner and ktv wif nic, xl, afew of their friends.. realised that afew girls actually stay the same place as me.. tat is "woodlands" and they like clubbing.. so we exchange phone numbers and in future can share cab.. haha.. sat is also my last day at work.. took alot of pics and tot of posting up de.. but ytd dinner and dance i took more pics so i might as well post the dinner and dance one yea? but i wil post afew nice one first.. hwee, the engineering guy brought me n miao to the rooftop of fullerton and took nice senic views.. den our dearest ka brought us to the governor suite and 1 normal rooms to take pic.. me and wafi had a great time sia.. the most touching thing was tat my ka and chua bought me a fullerton bear.. when i first enter fullerton, i claim tat i love that bear.. den on our last day, they bought one for me and miao.. *huggis*

the bear they bought.. GPO stands for general post office.. hee..

that engineering guy.. the view is nice rite? tat is the waterboat house..

my beloved ka and they call me play wif the bathrobe.. buahahaha..

nth much on sun.. meetup wif ed awhile before he went to his shop..

mon: suppose to meet iris at 10am in sch but waited till 11am called her so many times, she finally picked up. den i ask her "stil slping ar?" she replied me saying tat now not 7.30am meh? her alarm clock stop.. LOL.. so after seeing my LO, i went city hall to find elaine eat lunch.. while waiting, i went mango.. ARGH.. their this range of clothes really very very nice leh.. i juz anyhow took 2 orange top and 2 pants in to try.. who knows all so nice!! the pants fitting damn nice and make my legs look long.. the material is smth like those drawstring pants de but its buckle de la.. so in the end, i bought 1 pant and 1 top which cost me $128!!! omfg..

i put in potrait den the pic becomes so small but bear wif it k? didn took a pic of the pants yet..

after tat went lunch wif edwin instead coz elaine cant leave her office.. den went home prepare for DINNER AND DANCE.. it was damn fun and happening leh.. everyone was so high and wild after 9pm.. guess it the alcohol ba.. ytd i wasnt sad.. i drank 4 lasses of white wine, 1 glass of red wine and 2 glass of beer and didn got drunk, only abit high nia.. coz my last day at fullerton, everyone toast me.. zzz.. moreover miao dun drink.. haha.. will post the pics once it is uploaded.. i no cam so i used 3 different ppl's cam.. the most fun part was the back part when we form two lines and dance ard the ballroom.. den thr was 15mins of dance.. as it was retro rendevous, it reminded me of ZOUK.. being like quite long nvr go le.. ard 12.15am, everything ends.. 7of us went to chinatown k-ster for ktv.. sang only like 2hrs til 3am den they close le.. keke, tats abt all le!!

2005-04-01T16:48:00.000+08:00

firstly, i wanna wish my haze jie HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!! coz i didn update my blog ytd.. got recieve my sms ma jie?

mayb its coz i am growing stronger or mayb becoz of the late nite talk wif him? i dunno.. well, tmr wil be my last day at fullerton le.. kidda sad leh.. went front desk to take smth and all the ppl thr were like calling me to come baq work, all hug and wish me the best.. aiyo.. the hskp staffs oso.. ppl thr bully me den they say its gonna be the last time bullying u le.. haha.. so ytd me and wafi meet up wif one of the supervisor and got him to let us take pictures of Fullerton 2nd most ex suite and a normal room.. most pics are wif wafi but i took afew..

i love the bed the most le. thru hskp, i know how to make up this bed k? dun play play ar..

this is juz the walk-in wardrobe at the side.. damn cool!

this is the hi-fi system tat i aim to buy one days. it cost more den a farking $3000. the brand i forgot le.. can be found at paragon de..

and the full set of amenties from Bvlgari i am keeping as momento.. *hee*

let u guys guess wad is this.. it is smth like the preserved vege but u cant find this in s'pore.. only in my hometown or rather my ancestor homeground den can find.. i missed this dish ever since my paternal grandpa passed away like 4yrs ago.. coz my uncle went baq to china, Da Pu to pay respect, he got all these again!! its so yummy wif the fats of the meat..

and this is wad me n iris ate at taka on tue.. bacon and ham aglio olio.. yummy!!

2005-03-28T13:31:00.000+08:00

i haven meet up wif him since last sat but this sat which is 2days ago, i gave in le.. was going thru a rough patch everyday.. imagine i used to talk to him at least an hr before sleeping every single nite and now its loneliness i hav to get used to.. thanx iris and xiong (my pri sch friend) for talking to me on 2nites.. other den going work, i stayed home.. met up wif jinting on fri for dinner at beauty world.. had curry fish head and potato leaves wif sambal.. didn hav a good apetite though.. den played pool wif her and xiong and headed home.

sat after work decided to meetup wif iris and elaine.. sorry sha coz it was a last min thingy.. had a good nite but well, me n iris however are stil unable to solve anything. ed called me the whole nite but i didn pick up. guess i was afraid to hear his voice? but eventually due to smth he sms me, i pick up his call.. i was so worried when he told me he vomitted blood.. he wil when he drink too much.. so i took a cab down to his hse.. so much happen when i was thr.. haix.. but me n him wil be impossible now.. he juz wan us to be friends.. =(
i guess i hav nvr really fallen out of love.. in my past r/s, guys gave in to me, gave me wadever i wan, treat me so nice but i didn appreciate.. guess this is the first time i hav to deal wif this so its gonna be difficult for me. like wad rong said to me, once u get past the first, the rest wil be easier.. but this experience hav given me the fear to fall in love..

stayed home whole day and had dinner wif my parent. they bought me to "zai lai restaurant" at sembawang.. it is well known for their fish head curry so i had it AGAIN.. we oso ordered fried beancurd (the sauce was damn delicious leh), fu rong egg and sharkfin soup (so thick and nice!!).. of coz this fish head curry is nicer den the bukit timah one.. like tat full meal cost ard $120.. actually not very ex coz the sharkfin already $20 per pax le.. =) i forgot to take pics coz we were so hungry and tucked in immediately..

2005-03-25T13:49:00.000+08:00

u nvr know wad has happened to me? i guess it could be even worse den wad u can imagined.. i hav found out smth from someone and confronted him.. guess its the truth now.. it sux u know? i wun say it out here coz i dun wanna throw ur face.. only my close friends wil know.. if u wan, approach me personally.. its the worst i hav been feeling for the last 19yrs.. i hate love.. its all abt betrayal.. fell down at the rd junction and nearly got knocked down by lorry.. had bad cuts and bruise on my legs.. at tat instant, i tot y tat lorry didn knock me over? sigh.. how stupid and dumb of me to even hav suicidal thoughts.. guess its the shock i discovered ba.. realised one thing tat most guys ard the age of 25 are the same.. i believe in karma.. and i know it wil come one day.. "cannot resist", "temptations" are all excuses.. but at least they are.. u hav no excuses but lies from the begining.. wad goes ard wil comes ard much more times worse for u.. u hav no idea how dead i am now.. how broken i am and how dried my tears are.. y muz u do this to me when u know i wil be so terribly hurt?

nway, on tue after my BPT test, went on an eating spree wif xl, rong and iris.. imagine 5 ppl eating 5dishes, 1 soup plus 7 bowls of rice.. rong and xl had 2 each and me n iris had 1 1/2.. *opps*

today morning woke up supper early at 630 coz go grandpa, grandma, great grandma to shao mu.. paternal side de.. this sun maternal side.. hmm..

my grandpa de.. my ancestor are from china, Da Pu.. see i am always correct.. and i always wonder y they put the colourful paper on top of the grave.. anyone knows y??

a pic taken ytd when i am super duper sad and only my xiao ting dang is wif me.. cried my hearts out hugging it.. so muz take a pic.. though can only see me but u can imagine how big xiao ting dang is rite?

2005-03-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

did i confess tat i ws drunk on sat? went devils bar.. tats all..

i bought my hp le!!! its a black N6260.. though its kidda big but i will get use to it.. i am juz so addicted to the bluetooth and mp3 functions.. juz bought a bluetooth adaptor to transfer pic and audio to and fro my com.. and thinking of buying a 256mb MNC card.. can store more songs and pics..

here's a pic of my phone..

*opps* i wanna confess i bought a white bag in which i hav been eyeing for quite long le.. so i heck care juz bought it.. heehee.. here u go... ...

after buying phone, i turn so zhi lian.. guess its a normal process ba.. looking at the rate sha, iris, ling, ali, viv take pics.. compared to them, i am stil a beginner.. lolx..
let u compare the difference between 1.3mega pixels cam and my phone. 6260 is stil not so good when it comes to pic..

first pic is taken using 1.3maga pixels and second one is taken using my phone..

ate at phine's steakhouse for dinner on sat.. had tenderloin steak and half dozen of oyster shared.. total cost is ard $52.. hmmm, abit ex but ok la..

this pic is a complimentary for all devoted readers.. haha.. me in my uniform.. my stupid friend was playing wif my phone and took this.. hahaz..

2005-03-17T19:48:00.000+08:00

hmmm, i bought a bag AGAIN (y i am so into bag nowadays?) and a jacket.. coz i lost my black cardigan.. i juz placed it on the ironing board which is next to my locker for less den 3mins and its gone.. farker idiot.. whoever took my jacket wear le will get rashes sia.. *hmpf*

but dunno y my jacket and bag's pic turn out to be such ugly colours.. tink my webcam sux.. both are abt the same pink.. those dark dirty pink.. *heehee* the bag can be converted into a sling bag too! cute, tats y i bought..

an update of myself!! curtesy of iris hp..dun worry, am gonna get a new phone soon.. anyone has got any idea which model to get? preferbly flip or slide phone of coz wif cam.. plus points wif bluetooth.. some models i hav in mind are
samsung E810C (but no bluetooth)

samsung E800C (abt the same as E810, no bluetooth oso)

samsung D500 (nice!! but ex got i pay myself)

N6260 (big and fat sia)

N7270 (but no bluetooth)

2005-03-14T10:44:00.000+08:00

for the past few days, i hav been getting myself drunk.. sat after work, went drinking and got myself drunk home.. sun, went ktv and drank again.. i didn really drink alot but drink kinda fast.. i down a mug of beer within a min and another in less den 5mins.. didn got drunk but abit high enuff for me to slp.. i hav already made up my mind de.. everything was so fine and i was so strong until i heard his voice.. i cant do it, really cant..

2005-03-12T11:29:00.000+08:00

juz read iris's blog and found out she bought alot of clothes and need help rite? i am so into buying shoes now too that i need help too!! how? this are the shoes i hav bought.. the first pair was bought by my mum.. i wore and find it comfortable, den just nice raffles place sold the pink one so i bought the pink one.. den i went into another shop oso at raffles place, saw that black wif green ribbons shoes, it was love at first sight and bought it too!! >.<

recently haven been updating alot coz my life is such a bore.. i am like iris now.. same situation, different prob.. i dunno wad to do.. one moment he is treating me so nice, one moment he is like MIA AGAIN!! i want to give up, to forget but it seems so difficult.. he re-entered into my life, gave me a moment of hope and ... ... i know i am the most stupid person on earth.. i had a talk wif him and realise smth.. i was so hurt u know? but i stil wanna stay.. wads wrong wif me sia????

only retails therapy heals me temporarily..

this is the plan tat me n iris took pains to draw up for our presentation for M.E.N dept store..

intro u guys a drink.. try it at Coffee club ONLY.. its earl grey tea wif vanilla ice cream.. its fantastic.. introed by ron.. i tried it at NYDC wif iris and it sux..

some pics taken after ppt.. i know i look very weird becoz of the colour combi but arghh.. who cares rite? lolx

2005-03-04T12:31:00.000+08:00

as mentioned in my previous post, these are the items i wan rite?

this is the ring and a pair of earring.. i like the ring coz its quite thick.. very simple de, juz like a thick silver band..

instead of a heels, i bought a pair of flats at m)phosis.. very nice orh..

the eye shadows which i bought.. blue, green and purple..

my mum actually bought this bag from me.. she said it was on offer 30% so she bought.. its identical to the one i bought and it seems nicer leh.. hmpf..

btw, i am sick.. down wif a very very flu, headache.. i hav no more attendance left for me to not go work but hav to take MC.. sob.. stuck at home and keep feeling like sleeping..

2005-03-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

wow, so long nvr update my blog le.. sorry blog for neglecting u.. lolx.. i am getting along fine but feel tat life is so empty w/o him by my side.. haix.. recently been spending alot coz whenever i am down, i wil juz shop.. how how? help me..

today had a presentation and i tink it went fairly well.. was in fact quite contended.. juz tat the tutor very niao.. the presentation is 20mins and she really timed it k? if we exceed, she wil minus marks coz she claimed tat we nvr rehearse before hand, as if we hav the time like that.. after tat, went shopping wif iris and elaine but elaine left wif marv after dinner.. as usual, wif me and iris ard, Sakura is one of our fav.. we ordered hotplate dried chilli chicken, hotplate beancurd and sambal kang kong lor..

these are the items i bought.. hav a look..

actually wanna buy earring from this shop but i spot this bag and its like instant liking for it.. so i bought it impulsely.. lesser den a min of though..

this skirt is from samuel and kelvin.. it may not look nice here but it looks great when u wear it.. the cutting is nice.. iris hor?

bought this top from U2 to match my purple skirt.. i like the orange lining.. can see?

another top i bought from m)phosis.. the top is a mini scarf.. i prefer the green one but left wif L only coz sales so bo bian..

i am gonna go baq to a shop in far east to get a ring i wan.. and to m)phosis to buy heels... hiak.. after shopping, i feel so good.. but too bad its only a temporary effect.. zzz

2005-02-23T20:30:00.000+08:00

watched hike and seek ytd after my work.. it's only so so.. a very plain storyline and plot..

sat went chinablack wif iris, rong and jinting.. den saw xuan and her friends too! like wad iris mentioned in her blog, i oso got molested by 3 diff guys.. reason being we went to 3 diff spots to avoid guys.. zzz.. at first is back to back, then the guy turn den hug u from behind.. i wonder y is cb like that? and worse stil, thr is a door bitch who is so idiotic.. i tink her stomach is bigger den her chest and she stil wear top tat are so tight.. *omg* i dun feel like elaborating wad happen between her and us.. after tat, went to a coffee shop and packet food to rong's hse to eat den i went iris's hse stay overnight coz the following day we wil be going rong's hse for KTV!!
and btw, i got myself drunk tat day.. =(
i dunno y nowadays i always get drunk so easily.. ppl always say u get drunk easier when u r depressed.. guess thats very rite..

here are some pic taken while waiting for rong and iris to reach cb..

before going rong's hse, we accompany iris to search for a doc coz sunday alot of clinic nvr open.. den went to visit jolin (rong's niece).. she is such a dear girl.. she greet ppl wif "hi mum, hi jiejie, hi rong".. and she has tat wonderfully cute accent.. and when she play hide and seek wif me, i can die laughing.. juz ask iris n rong if u dun believe.. this sat they are going rong's hse for swimming but haix, i work 3-11pm.. pray can change shift, if not zzz..

die le la.. less den a wk before my proj and presentation due date and we are less den halfway done.. after work, already deadbeat le stil gotta do proj.. argh!!

i really miss him.. recently hav been crying myself to slp..

2005-02-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

watched constantine le.. it is a must watch!! really very nice plus the ever suave keenu reeves.. wonderful!! yea, meet up wif iris, kieran and ed after my work on vday.. had a drink at ermm, forgot wads the name le.. open a bottle of hennesey and only left less den a quarter.. imagine only me, iris and ed drink coz kieran gotta drive..

saw this at elaine's blog.. hmm, the flaws and virtues are quite true but the description abit out.. =)

A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure you're always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature,
sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..

You almost certainly wouldn't like this game,
because it's not your thing:
www.life-blood.vze.com

What kind of girl are you?

2005-02-14T11:18:00.000+08:00

not much to talk abt oso.. haha.. except that i am better and much better le.. ever since my grandpa's death, i hav learn to look at things at a different view and be a happier person.. so dun worry for me.. i wil be strong for everyone's sake.. ytd my bro's friend, jing ling's mum fell down in the toilet and went into critical condition.. this morning ard 5am, she was pronounced dead.. a 16 year old girl w/o a mum at such an early age.. i cant imagine.. see, life is so unpredictable rite? her mum is only in her early fourties..

nway, let me wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!! may all couples be blessed and all singles be blessed too.. dunno what talking me.. lolx..

early this morning, a florist came knocking at my door and send me a bouquet of flowers.. no name written so i dunno who was it from.. so mysterious, might as well tell me rite? imagine a bomb for me.. *scary*

sat after my work met up wif iris awhile and went to our usual coffee club to hav coffee and chat coz she needs to be baq to sheraton by 615pm.. after that, i went shopping wif edwin..

jay's dvd.. buahahha.. shiok leh..

a top from ZARA.. thr are like 7colours? white, black, yellow, pink, brown, red, green.. ... the cutting is very nice and long enuff.. feel like buying afew more..

after shopping, went AJISEN ramen to hav dinner.. *yummy*

my volcano ramen

forgot wad ramen he ate le.. plus the fried tofu behind..

this is the fantastic mushroom volare at TCC..

2005-02-10T15:13:00.000+08:00

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p

What kind of kiss are you?
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2005-02-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

thanx for the concern from everyone.. i am fine so dun worry.. today is the last day of the funeral.. gone thru alot and learn alot too.. it was so sad seeing ur love one being pushed into the furnal.. tmr hav to reach thr as early as 7am to collect the ash and urn..

went shopping wif viv and iris on last tue to buy happily buy my cny clothes.. who noes on thur, my grandpa pass away and i cant celebrate this yr cny.. nway, here are wad i bought..

and a brown pants which i nvr take a pic..

my VS stuffs are here!!

zoom in on both panties.. >.<

after the ceremony, went dinner wif my cousin at IMM and bought this GOLA shoe for $104 which is love at first sight.. the pics are so blur coz i used a webcam.. dun worry girls, coz i will be wearing it to sch tmr for u all to admire.. *hee*

i feel that life is so empty w/o him.. i stil cant get over him though i hav so much things to worry and stress abt.. i cant do it..

2005-02-03T21:31:00.000+08:00

he is gone.. my grandpa pass away today.. i juz got home to rest awhile coz gotta go baq to the wake later at nite.. haix.. actually ytd i ran off from work coz he was in a critical condition..he was already gasping for breath wif the help of a machine upon me reaching.. after i went home ard 12mn, i didn dare to slp for fear that my uncle wil call to say he's dead.. this morning 6am sharp, a call came and news broke.. my mum and i were at a loss.. totally dunno anything.. hands were cold, stomach fluttering.. when we reached the hospital, my grandpa was gone.. he lied wif eyes opened on his bed.. tears juz came to my eyes when i saw him.. y didn he wait for us to reach? haix..

my grandpa dotes on me and my mum so much.. he is really the best grandpa i hav in my entire life.. words cant describe how much i love him but i hav nvr told him i love him.. he didn even got a chance to see me start working and he's gone.. up til now, i stil cant accept that he's gone.. when i saw his face at the wake wif monks praying.. fresh tears came immediately..

a few weird incident happens and i wonder is it a coincidence or real. 2nites ago, my mum was jolt awake by a weird smell and when we went to visit my grandpa, it was the identical smell and soon after he went into a critical condition. last nite ard 5.50am, i dreamt that my grandpa used his hands to pull away the pipe.. juz when i was having the dream, my room phone rang and the bad news came..

so many things hav happen to me all of a sudden.. i really dunno how to cope wif everything.. i cant skip work coz i need 90% attendance.. i hav my proj to settle and my grandpa's stuffs.. someone teach me how to cope?

2005-01-31T13:04:00.000+08:00

Infatuation is instant desire. It is one set of glands calling to another.
Love is a friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time.
Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream.
Love is quiet understanding and the mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his/her presence even when he/she is away. Miles do not separate you. You want him/her nearer, but near or far, you know he/she is yours and you can wait.
Infatuation says, "We must get married right away! I can't risk losing you!"
Love says, "Be patient. Do not panic. Plan your future with confidence."
Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. If you are honest, you can admit it is difficult to be in one another's company unless you are sure it will end - in intimacy.
Love is the maturation of friendship. You must be friends before you can be lovers.
Infatuation lacks confidence. When he/she is away you wonder if he/she is cheating. Sometimes you check.
Love means trust. You are calm, secure and unthreatened. Your beloved feels that also and that makes them even more trustworthy.
Infatuation might lead you to do things you will regret later, but love never will.
Love is an upper. It makes you look up. It makes you think up. It makes you a better person.

came across this from a webbie given to me from a friend.. deep meanings.. i haven been going out coz hav been dua by different ppl on fri, sat and sunday!!! who is more suay den me? btw, me n ed hav officially broken up.. i cant bear to but wad choice do i hav? for those who noe the prob and noe me, u will noe that i really love him and he is my true love.. i really dunno how to feel now..

bought this skirt from one of the shops at far east while shopping alone.. it was love at first sight but they dun hav M so i took L.. end up its damn loose so i need to get a belt or anything to hold it in place.. but its damn damn short.. lolx..

bought these too.. i love the pink colour one thats y i placed it in front..

2005-01-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

i am really so touched by everyone's care n concern.. thanx.. i hav been rushing to and fro work and hospital leaving no time for projects.. my grandpa's cancer cells hav spread to his whole body and his days left are limited.. =(

nway, here are some pics taken over the past few weeks.. i tink pics speak more den words rite?
went wif ed on his bday to eat marche and these are wad we ate...

this last pic ed took to prove i am da pig!! look at my face.. >.<

after work last sat, went ktv wif ron, ed, shirley (ron's wife) followed by bak kut teh supper at balestier..

this is the bag which i bought from xcessories.. i love it..

2005-01-23T11:53:00.000+08:00

i hav so much things and pics to update but somehow i haven got the mood to do so.. alot of things happened to me recently, really alot.. suddenly everything comes pouring to me.. huge r/s problems, my grandpa is admitted to hospital and i tink he's incurable.. he has got 2 huge tumors on his lung and liver and both cannot be operated coz too dangerous le.. when i vistied him at the hospital, he is so much in pain but he juz kept quiet and dunwan us to worry.. y i will feel so sad is cause i am very close to my grandpa.. he taught me how to view life, help my mum out when we hav difficulties.. he is the greatest grandpa i can find.. seeing all the needles poking into him make me feel like all the needles are poking into my heart or mayb more.. all the projects are bundling up and work is stacking up but i hav totally no mood to do it.. i badly wan to do those but whenever i stop, i wil tink of them.. and tears wil roll down my face..

the worse thing is when i go work, i hav to put a smile across my face and act like nth has happen.. my heart always got that tight feeling and i tink no one can ever understand that.. i juz hope someone wil be thr for me to tide me over this, to pull me thru.. i dunwan to be strong anymore.. can i juz collapse? =(

2005-01-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

omg!! i juz chatted wif my poly friend shirley and she intro me to a brand "Abercrombie & Fitch.. it not only sell women but men clothings as well.. i love the jackets and minis that they carry damn chio!!! if she intends to buy, tink i wil buy a jacket as well!! here are some pics..

this maroon the jacket is the one i love.. am considering this.. sob sob.. i like the big logo at the back of the jacket!!

2005-01-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

hee.. finally i update coz lazy to upload pics and that edwin stil hav not send me the pics.. but nvm, i shall update wad i can..

on thur, i went ktv wif my colleagues.. i got bring cam but forgot to take.. zzz.. went wif ard 7 of them.. becoz i end at 4, so me n yoon hock played pool at cine while waiting for the rest to finish work.. omg, they are one bunch of crazy ppl.. damn fun to be wif them but of coz muz differentiate work from play ma..had our dinner at chinatown area and i bought a sun yanzi's CD.. after that proceed to k-ster for ktv session!! thr is a guy we call chua.. he can sing very well eh and another call hwee.. he sounds like jay sia.. and wif 7 ppl, we ordered 5jugs of beer.. luckily didn got drunk.. ard 1am, we all took cab home and the next day all of us happen to work morning shift.. all jitao same face on the morning.. hahaz..

on sat, meet ed after my work for dinner but he gian ktv so we went again!! imagine i went trice this week.. mon, thur, sat!! oh well.. here are some pics taken while ktv-ing.. pictures speaks better rite?

i feel so disgusting coz i took too many pics.. opps.. hope u guys wun puke ar.. thr is a pic of me in tube, that was taken dunno when so i juz anyhow paste.. =p

today went to my grandpa house.. i am so so sadden by wad i saw.. recently my grandpa'a health is going downhill.. he is now less den half his size and his arms are juz as small as mine.. he juz sat on an armchair unable to even get up and pour himself a drink. last time he was very active de.. he would travel ard s'pore to pass time and find lotsa good food to eat and even fetch my 2 cousins from their child care.. now he cant do any of those.. when he told my uncle to write down his last wishes and how he wans his funeral to be, tears were in my eyes but i had to be strong.. before i left, i held on to his hands and they were so cold.. he told me to persue wadever i wan while i stil can do so and nvr to let anyone hurt or bully u.. how can one not cry hearing all these? i can see the pain and worries in his eyes.. meet up wif ed at woodlands for dinner den home i went..

tink these 2 pizzas was eaten last wk.. from canadian pizza.. the right one is damn nice, "meat lovers"..

2005-01-11T15:15:00.000+08:00

today is edwin's bday.. u guys muz be wondering y i am home rite? i took MC today not coz i am sick but coz i hav been suffering from fainting spells and my health aint that good.. i planned a huge surprise for edwin but all my efforts has gone down the drain coz he aint celebrating it wif me..

juz when i tot everything is gonna be so sweet and nice, the totally opposite turns out for me.. it was the first time i am doing all this for a guy i love.. well, aint going to tell u peeps wad i did.. if u wan, prob can ask me lo.. but i wanna be alone this few days.. when he gave me a surprise by turning up outside fullerton at 11pm on fri, i tot wad a lucky girl i was.. but smth bad has to happen..

nway, here is wad i hav got for him

the pics taken at marche wil be shown later.. or rather, if worse come, i might delete this blog..

2005-01-07T13:36:00.000+08:00

i wanna kill alicia and rong!! becoz of both of them, i hav gone poorer by S$50.. they both tempt me into buying so many victoria secret stuff but since s'pore does not sell them and i am a weakling when it comes to these so i am tempted into buying.. but all their items are really so nice.. if only s'pore has VS.. nway, here is wad i bought..

but dun hav this colour so i bought one blue stripe and one rose pink ..

i was deciding between these bottom 2 boxers and hav discussed wif viv.. in the end i chose the strips one.. *opps*

tue went shopping wif iris before meeting up wif rong, shirley and 2 other guys.. actually me n iris wanted to get a brown shawl but in the end left wif 1 last brown.. and i gave it to iris.. so i got myself a black shawl.. so nice of me rite? =p

i bought this pair of earrings and necklance at my school bazzar..

p.s. i oso bought my dear pressie but i wun post it now in case he read it.. lolx.. gonna get rdy for work le.. tata!!!

2005-01-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

i find that i hav such a habit nowadays.. that is updating my blog once a week.. lolx.. well, coz my weekdays's life is so dull.. well, except tue when i can go shopping after sch lor.. i forgot when i went shopping wif iris and bought this top.. tot wanna wear to clubbing on new yr eve de but in the end i didn..

had a fun time squeezing ard phuture on new yr eve wif rong, jinting, iris, dear and me.. hahaz.. and i basically lost my tag.. u noe tags given to u when u deposit ur bags.. got a stupid guy whom i dunno hold onto my arm and pull me and my tag drop at that point of time.. me n dear use our hp light and squat down to find but to no avail.. den 2 securities oso help us find using torchlight but no use.. ended up i went baggage counter and report lost.. bloody hell stil gotta pay $10..
here goes, meet up wif rong and iris ard 915.. they were queueing first.. cannot blame me, i already took cab and rush down le..

before clubbing..

today was woken up to go my uncle's house.. had buffet and majong session thr.. my cousin stephen is so so so cute!! and he is so sticky to me today.. bahahahaha.. the rest of today am stuck home..

tmr am going out wif my fullerton colleague.. shall take afew pics and update again.. ciaoz!
i wish everyone wil hav a happy begining for year 2005.. fullerton has a fund raising prgram for the tsunami disaster.. at first we wil be selling cookies but now the demand is too high so we arent able to do it.. whoever interested in donating cash or canned food can pass to me wif ur IC numbers, name and contact.. thr are fullerton vouchers to be won!!

2004-12-26T13:44:00.000+08:00

happy boxing day to everyone and belated merry christmas!!! >.<

this is the gift i got from dear.. i hate to hunt for bags so i am always grateful when someone buys me bag.. my ex, daniel, oso likes to gimme bag.. lolx..

sat: was woken up at 11am to get rdy for my uncle's house party.. it was a tradition to exchange gifts wif them every year de but due to some reasons, we decided not to this year.. i bought my logcake over and was shocked when uncle felix gave me and my bro presents.. reason being they went hong kong so they give us the present.. lolx..

this is the fullerton logcake.. it actually taste very nice and for those who dun really like cream and too sweet stuffs, u wil love this cake juz like me..

the white logcake behind was bought by uncle Joe but it didn taste great coz too creamy le..

the above 2pics is my cousin stephen.. he is the fat body whom i mentioned abt but nvr took a pic.. finally, i managed to.. he is abt 1 yr 6 mth but weighs 15kg.. he juz learned how to walk only.. i love his eye lashes.. for the third pic is my other two cousins, sarah and samuel.. sarah is the damn smart cousin whom i hav talked abt to some of u and very pretty too..

the top i got from uncle felix as a gift..

stayed home the rest of the day..

p.s. every christmas, i feel so blessed to be stil living and hav the ability to hav fun and exchange present.. so everyone out thr, treasure ur life and make the fullest use of it.. no matter come wad may, believe that thr is smth better which wil come along ur way.. muackz!!

2004-12-22T11:19:00.000+08:00

since i hav not update for so long and i have dory syptoms which made me cant remember wad happen last wk so i shall update wad happen this wk.. >.<
better den not update rite?)

on sun and mon, dear was sick so i slack at home and go work.. nth much le..
bought this earring on tue last wk wif iris.. i love it but alot of top cant match wif this..

went sch ytd.. omg.. sch is stil the most fun.. u get to see ur friends, joke ard, lame ard.. so fun to be in school.. we took afew pics using iris' dig cam so muz wait for her to upload before i can post.. after sch, we are supposed to hav our little gift exchange session.. adel and shirley also decided to join in the fun!! so now we hav 7 ppl exchanging.. (the 7 ppl are iris, elaine, rong, sha, adel, shirley and me)
too bad sha had drama class if not, buahahha.. iris n me went shopping ard at taka while giving rong, shirley and adel time to shop for gift.. upon reaching far east, we start to lame ard while waiting for elaine.. we arranged all the gifts and took pics of them.. haha..
and the drawing of lots begin.. iris was so nice.. she cut and wrote all our names beforehand in a coca cola tin.. =)
each took turns to draw and i ended up taking adel's present.. lolx.. it was so fun.. the process of drawing and unwrapping the present.. it was so fun that shirley sms rong and ask if rong wan to exchanging present between themselves.. *bish*

this was the present i got.. a necklance and 2 pairs of stud earrings.. thanx adel!! i will wear it and remember u de.. *mushy*

after that, dear came to meet me and had dinner wif iris and rong at sakura.. rong didn eat coz she ate at seoul garden earlier on.. we ordered our usuals hotplate beancurd, hotplate chicken wif dried chilli, sambal kangkong.. *yummy* i can nvr get sick of their food.. so nice..

after eating, rong and iris went ktv wif their sec sch friend i tink.. while dear accompany me in search of my dress or top for christmas.. fri is eve, wed n thur i work nite.. if i stil dun buy, no time to buy le.. so i bought this pink spag top from forever 21.. $53, abit ex la but no choice le and its dear choose de.. very very girl hor?

the second pic is a close up on the lace and the "fake" stones.. i love that part..

to end of, here's another pic of myself.. buahaha..

tmr i am gotta get up supper early to go orchard and hunt for dear's present.. hiak.. till den, tata!!

2004-12-19T19:53:00.000+08:00

guys always flirt ard, hav affairs and tink that its appropriate.. some worse ones turn ard and put the fault on their gfs.. when we treat u good, u take us for granted.. when we treat u bad, u say we dun care.. whatever u can do, we cant and whatever u cant do, we cant too! talking abt fair... ... as if!

u say girls need guys.. yes, i admit we need companionship, we are afraid of loneliness.. but so wad? say us straight la, dun bad mouth k?

say wad need freedom, need time to be alone.. we always try our best to accomodate but wad do we get in return? sometimes we are even blame for giving too much thats y guys wil flirt ard.. at times when we are curious abt wad u do outside but yet didn ask for fear of u being angry..

i am ok.. juz my thoughts only..

2004-12-17T18:34:00.000+08:00

it has been so long ever since i update.. haha.. school was so fun on tues as far as u can remember.. i am looking for nice dresses which are not too formal and exaggerating.. anyone wif lobang, pls tell me whr.. i need it urgently.. thanx.. >.<

i juz cut my hair at heritage on thur.. omg, their skills are really worth the $55.. the guy who washed my hair was so pro.. massage my head, temples and skull.. it was so god damn good that my dear fell asleep.. lolx.. my fringe is very very very short now.. wait til dear send me the pics and i wil post it.. =)

this few days at work, i know a guy yoon hock.. he is damn crappy but fun to be wif.. all the aunties and uncles, guys and gurls are so friendly but too bad fullerton mgmt sort of sux.. ehh, w/o pics really very bored hor? hmm, bear wif it meanwhile first ba.. =p

p.s. here's a very blur pic of me now.. coz its at nite and i am using my webcam which quality sux bug time.. lolx..

2004-12-15T19:08:00.000+08:00

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2004-12-09T11:58:00.000+08:00

All School Of Biz year 3 students who read my blog.. Pls click HERE to vote for the venue which u peeps want for our prom nite!! a preview of the hotels are "the fullerton hotel", "marriot hotel", "hyatt hotel", "shangri la hotel" and "holiday inn".. i am choosing between fullerton and hyatt coz shangri la too far le..

alrite, the reason i am home today is coz i hav 2 days MC and y leh? coz i fell down ytd at raffles mrt station on the stairs and my thigh and knees hav 2 enormous blue black.. i am walking wif a limp now and its really this bad.. *sobsob* yes, y am i so clumpsy? sadsad.. hope i can recover in time to go celebrate wif rong her bday and i tink i wil recover de!! i have not even work 1 month and already took 3days MC.. lolx.. *opps*

sat i didn meet edison.. hee.. after my work i went bukit panjang find dear for supper.. den took cab home.. reach home abt 4am.. mama scold the hell out of me..

sun, after dear lesson at bbdc, we had our late lunch at one of the coffee shop thr.. in my sec sch i always go thr for their porridge.. it is nicer den the famous porridge stall at bukit timah.. i feel la.. after that meetup wif ron and shirley for KTV... but the ktv was horrible coz of the horrible ron thr.. wadever song i sing he disturb.. later part i pek chek den dun sing.. end up we pick almost 80% of jay chou's songs in the playlist and sing along.. buahaha.. after ktv, went holland V cafe for coffee and food.. i tried the raspberry latte.. it look so nice but tasted not bad.. the pic is wif dear.. again, reach home ard 1.30am..

thats basically my life.. mon and tues work.. wed fell down.. thur and fri MC.. a summary.. *keke*

2004-12-04T11:03:00.000+08:00

realised that i haven been updating my blog for the past wk.. lolx.. due to my hectic work life, i only feel like sleeping when i reached home.. am working the 3-11pm shift these few days.. very tired leh..
MON, i waited for dear to finish work and accompany him to BBDC but he realised that we cant book on the spot.. so he booked for tue lesson..

TUE, accompany dear took train to BBDC again den when he go for his lesson, i went home.. i am so nice rite?

WED,go home after work... THUR, go home after work...

FRI, meet up wif iris and rong after work.. they came fullerton to fetch me and we intended to go NYDC de but its NOT 24hrs.. so we went to coffee club.. as usual, we ordered more food den we can finished.. *lolx* we had "wasabi soft shell crab", "potato wedges", "new york cheese cake" and 3 glasses of "ice vanilla mocha".. the mocha is very nice wif a scope of ice-cream de.. *hee* that iris ar, really look so "child-like".. noe wad? she keep complaining that the soft shell crab looks disgusting and give that stupid face.. end up she ate all our soft shell crab's legs!!! *hahaz* and i am extrememly clumpsy that day.. i spilled a glass of water and make the pepper bottle drop.. omg, it was so embarassing.. when we finished bitching and eating, it was ard 130.. dear came find me to take cab so cheaper ma.. *bleahz* den rong and iris went off first.. we continue walk ard abit den took cab home.. reached home abt 230am lo..

SAT, i can predict my day today.. will be working from 3-11 again!! *duhz* den after that no one wan to meet me.. might be meeting edison for pool tonight.. who cares?

i coooked this at home on thur.. juz a pic to make my blog not so boring.. *lolx*

2004-11-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

wanted to give dear a surprise by turning up at his shop coz he aint in a good mood coz of his family ba.. but juz as i was abt to leave home, i realise that he met someone instead.. i was so pissed off but decided not to say anything.. i even changed le.. zzz.. nvm, shall slp earlier tonight.. tmr stil gotta work..

arghh.. actually wanna paste a song lyrics here de.. but the chinese wordings cannot work eh.. the song is "wo zhen de yi wei" by Zhang Dong Liang.. the lyrics is very sad and i really feel this song.. the chorus goes like this "the person tot that by loving or giving twice the love, the past wil be erased.. by loving twice, the future no matter right or wrong, the love u hav for me is stil not strong enough.. u stil miss her but stil wan me.. tell me, how can u treat love this way?"

2004-11-28T13:26:00.000+08:00

thrus: forgot wad happen le.. shld be go home after work ba..

fri: took MC coz am having severe cramps.. and i dread going to work.. i hav uncountable brusies on my legs, hands and everywhr.. they are torturing us.. after work, went home.. fri and i am home.. wadever..

sat: today is the first day i am doing up the rooms on my own.. was suppose to make up 4 rooms.. it is so tough.. actually my working hours is from 8am-4pm but i could not finish in time so gotta do til 5.30pm and no OT de hoh.. if u cannot finish, its ur business.. they wun give a damn to u.. went bugis mos burer to sit and drink milk tea while waiting for dear to reach.. waited ard half hour for him.. after that, walk walk ard den proceed to eat dinner near the maggi thai restaurant.. that place food taste nicer den maggi restaurant.. we had hot plate oyster omelette, sambal kang kong and butter cereal prawns.. it was so yummy!!! here's a pic for u peeps..

after that, went pool fusion for pool again.. saw that cute guy.. this time he wore a hairband and noe wad? i tot it was alvin when i first saw him.. alvin when he was in year 1 la.. when he stil not so ah pek.. *opps* shhh... ... here's an update of me.. haven seen my dalings in ages le.. in case u guys forget me.. lolx..

am gonna slack home today ba.. 2nd consecutives sunday off and i am home.. hmm.. save money ba.. =p

p.s. oh yar, do try the capuccinno mc flurry from mac.. nice..

2004-11-24T17:15:00.000+08:00

MODULE CODE
MODULE
GRADE
BA0060
FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT B

BA0203
MULTIMEDIA FOR MARKETING C

BA0200
TOURISM & HOSPITALITY LAW C

BA0176
GLOBAL BUSINESS ENVIRONMENT C+

BA0161
TRAVEL AGENCY MANAGEMENT D+

BA0159
CONVENTION MANAGEMENT D+

BLOODY HELL.. this is my grades.. it is the first time i got a D in my life.. sad sad.. somemore it's like i am quite confident of TAM.. i tot i wil get a bad grade for GBE but who noes i ended up wif a C+... sobsob.. i wanna die le la.. last sem gimme this type of grades.. if i noe, i wun study le.. *cries*

2004-11-22T18:02:00.000+08:00

today was better coz i hav more or less got the hang of it but stil physically demanding.. sha, we dun go paulerner.. i bring u girls to a place near somerset call "bar-stop" if i didn forget the name.. at first we tot it was some ulu ulu bar but the ambience, drinks and finger food are nice esp the chicken wings!! they are good.. i went wif edwin and mark last wk.. i had a strawtini.. the drinks are damn strong and they served wine too.. >.< most impt, it is not ex.. lolx..

to elaborate abt chih wee, rong: he is our IC for attachment de.. to start off, chih wee didn reply fullerton email when they sent a confirmation letter that they are able to hire 6ppl in the F&B and front office dept.. but chih wee didn reply the email.. 2nd time fullerton emailed to chih wee, he replied that he is not sure if he wan to send ppl to fullerton.. *DUHZ*
and such, fullerton was angry and decide not to take in any one of us but chih wee told them that they can placed us anywhr as the F&B dept was full le.. so after some begging, i got in together wif miao yan and wafi into the house-keeping dept.. bloody farker!!! if not now i can work wif my darlings and best is NOT in housekeeping...

well, anyway i went out wif my family ytd.. bought a gio polo tee and had dinner at a famous chicken rice stall between chinatown and bras basah.. their wanton soup very very nice.. hee..

2004-11-21T13:03:00.000+08:00

today is my only off day for the week and here i am, gonna stay home for the whole day and rot.. coz ed is not free.. recently ever since i start work, i hav become quite moody at times.. guess its the heavy and physical work load plus tiredness.. and i need ppl to understand and dote on me more.. i hav no chance to dress up nice nice or style my hair nice nice when i go out all other days.. actually plan to style my hair coz i bought hairspray and wear a dress for dear de but all is ruin.. yea, i am suffering from a B.F. (bitch fit) but i dun care so much le.. i had history of back problems and i was discharged when i was in sec4 but after working, it seems like coming back again.. ytd, my back juz above my butt hurts til i cant walk.. had to sit and every now and then to rest.. sobsob.. hope that i get a chance to go out if not i wil die of boredom at home.. zzz..

sat
ytd after work went dear's shop to look for him.. his parent were thr and i feel so paiseh coz he la, say i hungry and his parent call me to eat thr.. guess they are quite nice ppl after all and his dad is forever laughing even when he kanna scolded, happy or wadever.. ard 8.30, we reached pool fusion for some pool.. iris: that yandao kia is that and he is so cutee! lolz.. after pool, went al-ameen for supper.. had pattaya rice, kampling soup wif bread and teh cino..

2004-11-20T01:10:00.000+08:00

sobsob.. totally no energy and strength to update my blog.. ever since my first day of work, it was physically and mentally challenged.. i am in the house-keeping dept.. bull shit!! had to make the bed, clean toilets etc.. the bed is god damn heavy and the comforter is so hard to make.. and damn fullerton for their high standard.. i followed an aunty first in which we had to clean 15rooms per day.. ytd when i am home, i took a cab home coz i was not able to move.. today after work, bathe at fullerton den meet dear for dinner at Fish&Co.. had the seafood platter FOR 2.. buahaha.. so full.. wad is worse is that fullerton is a 6day wk work.. sianz.. tmr stil gotta work from 8-4.. if i stil dun bathe, i am gonna die tmr.. thats all.. sorry for the little and long updates coz am really K.O...

2004-11-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

why are some ppl so selfish? i really dun understand y and how they do it.. they are the ones who requested for a break up and move on very well themself.. when they see that their past other half moving on, they try to break things up.. when the guy has decided to give up and move on, the girl wans him back.. in movies, reality, series all are like this..

a song by avril lavigne.. a part of the lyrics..

Fall back, take a look at me and you'll seeI'm for real,
I feel what only I can feel and if that don't appeal to you
Let me know and I'll go cuz I flow
better when my colors show,
and that's the way it has to be.
Honestly, cuz creativity could never bloom in my room
I'd throw it all away before I lie,
So don't call me with a compromise
Hang up the phone I've got a backbone stronger than yours.

(step up) la la... (step up) la la... (step up) La la...
Yeah...
If you're tryin' to turn me into someone else
It's easy to see I'm not down with that
(Not nobody's fool) I'm not nobody's fool
If you're tryin' to turn me into something else
I've seen it enough and I'm over that
(Not nobodys fool) I'm not nobody's fool
If you wanna bring me down
Go ahead and try
Go ahead and try.

2004-11-15T13:19:00.000+08:00

stayed home on friday...

sat
met dear ard 5 den head down to far east for chicken rice.. this wk is dear's turn to hav a craving for that.. den we went suntec coz we wanted to buy tix for "shutter".. at suntec, dear was so close to buying his S700 handphone but at the last min, the shop owner say cannot use debit card, muz credit card.. so thr goes his dream.. haha.. bought a 9.45pm tix for "shutter" at marina square.. while waiting, went up to dear's office to nua.. the show is good.. i tink it's better den the past thai horror movies.. me n dear got shocked quite afew times.. but the plot is typical ghost stories plot lor.. i wil rate it 3.5/5.. after that we went home..

sun
didn meet up wif anyone today.. it is a slacking day for me.. played maple story almost the whole day.. at nite, while waiting for iris to reach the town to take a "family" pic.. i went ard exploring.. lolx.. mind u, i am only a lvl 21 k? and i chance upon this 2 mobs.. omg, i risk my life by going so near to them juz to take a screenshot.. lolx.. let u guys hav a peep..

this is the dragon..

and this are dunno wad.. stone like human.. and that's me hanging on the rope.. lolx..

mon
feeling damn sianz coz tmr start attachment le.. wil hav no time for dear and my darlings.. sobsob.. weekend will be burnt.. *sigh* to make things worse, the pathetic salary.. luckily am meeting my dear later on..

2004-11-11T21:40:00.000+08:00

these few days alot of stuffs happened to me.. guess only those close to me wil noe ba. other den that i dun wish to elaborate.. but however, things are sorta alrite now but stil not exactly solved.. well, wad i can to do control rite? i cannot do anything.. i hav seen thru so many things in my life and hav gone thru many rough patches.. i totally understand how certain ppl feel at certain moment and everyone deserves a chance at least rite? thanx to nic, xl and iris who accompany me thru the day and watch princess diary II wif me.. it was a nice show.. while waiting for the show to start, we went LIPS for our dinner.. had hot choco, clamari, fried prawn, cakes.. refer to iris's blog for pics.. lolx..

ytd actually planned to go zouk wif iris, rong and shirley (rong's friend) but saw xing long thr.. upon reaching zouk, it was damn damn packed.. the queue was all the way to the carpark and the queue was not moving.. thanx to iris, we squeezed all the way to the front of the queue juz outside zouk but the irritatin ppl say thr is no more selling of tix.. we waited for more den 1hr thr leh.. end up we took cab to devils and luckily rong noe some bouncer thr if not we wun get a chance to even smell devils.. lolx.. the drinks thr are damn ex leh but quick strong.. me n iris left at 4.15am and dear came to join me for supper.. thanx nic for driving us for supper and home..

wad shld i do?

2004-11-08T11:18:00.000+08:00

buahaha.. exams end le.. when i tried to read thru iris, elaine n rong's blogs, i realise we hav the same common thing.. we haven being updating it for like at least 3days.. for me is 4days coz am so busy going out.. lolx..

fri

the paper was not too bad but cant remember alot of stuffs coz whole brain only on shopping.. after our paper, went to our proposed shopping wif iris!! shops which we went to can be referred to in iris's blog.. lolx.. tink ard 15shops? *opps* imagine we shop from 12-7pm.. den i meet dear after that ard 8pm.. went to buttercup cafe to slack.. drank latte n mocha plus terriyaki chicken balls.. *yuckz* i hate that place.. its the second time they dun hav my potato wedges le.. reached home early ard 12.10am..

in between, me n iris had our lunch at yushinoya ard 2.30pm.. we were damn hungry but insisted on shopping thru a few shops first.. i had the stupid new "kaki-age" rice bowl.. not really that nice leh..

after meetin up wif rong, we oso did went to ya kun to rest our legs and we ordered 3sets in total.. oh my, rong is like me n iris.. she can eat alot wor!! lolx..

take a look at this pic.. the beef bowl.. u notice that only half the bowl taken? coz iris had already start eatting when i reminded her to take pics.. pig rite? noe y we say rong pig? look at the eggs n empty plates plus the toast and tea.. all hers!! coz iris dun dare eat half boiled eggs.. =p

for today, i bought a jacket and blusher and a black tee from gio..

sat

meet dear 4 at his house thr den took a bus to orchard.. continue shopping.. actually the main intention is to accompany dear buy his stuffs de but end up he spot for me a few skirts which is damn unique and nice.. its a floral wrapped skirt from "ming".. dear and me liked it alot but its $70 plus nid alteration.. so hmmm... but most prob i wil get it ba.. dear bought a ring.. its very stylish and its square.. really love it but too man for me le.. had chicken rice at far east den went to fullerton's courtyard to drink wine and relax thr.. it was meant to be a surprise from dear but i was smart la.. i drank the dessert wine which taste very nice and dear had port.. during our stay thr, haze called dear saying she wil be going to her workplace later.. so we slowly made our way to "wow" find haze and 2 of her friends.. ordered a jug of beer for dear, myself n haze.. hmm, sang 1 or 2 songs thr.. time passed so fast and its 3am le so me n dear went off first lor.. sat at the benches outside near the river thr for awhile den dear sent me home..

sun
the next morning i woke up.. headache leh.. dunno y leh coz only drank quite little.. i tink wine cannot mix wif beer ba.. lolx.. meet dear at 6plus to play pool coz my class gathering cancelled.. after pool, went bukit timah hawker to eat.. wahlau, we both had our dinner le leh.. ate satay and oyster egg.. den went home lo..

the silver case is dear's ring..

later i stil gotta proceed to fullerton for uniform fitting.. sianz.. gonna eat lunch and ms abit le.. =p

some pics taken when i feel bored ytd.. hee..

see my hair long le..

2004-11-04T16:56:00.000+08:00

well, wed paper sux!! and its big time leh.. the paper was the hardest!! argh.. i studies this topic the most and this is wad i get.. tmr is my global business environment which is the subj which i hate and dun understand most.. duhz.. and i dun feel like studying.. how how?? rot at home the whole day playing MS and watching tv.. *opps*

i love this tube.. but den the 2 ribbons at the side abit weird though..

look at my clothings.. i juz spent so much money on those.. and for lazy bums, there are even cabbies.. lolx..

actually the main purpose of posting MS shots are to tempt iris de!! buahaha..

2004-11-02T13:13:00.000+08:00

spent the entire sunday playing maple story (MS).. only at nite den i quickly read thru the notes for ytd's CM paper.. the paper was alright.. luckily its not as difficult as i expected.. phew.. here are some pics from MS..

this is me kanna killed by that stupid mushroom beside me!!

as u all can see, one is val, the other is me.. she so pretty whereas i am so ugly.. ugly clothes and hat..

ytd noon dear ask me wad i feel like eating for dinner and i said sushi.. den he say he purposely wan to eat that for dinner to tempt me!! lolx.. den later he say casually that "ok la, i go woodlands eat wif u lor." i tot he was kidding wif me.. but ard 7.30, he told me he on his way to woodlands and told me to meet him in half an hour time. i was so shocked.. quickly go change and rush to meet him.. went sakae sushi for my supper.. lolx.. really feel so bad making him leave his office early and coming to woodlands though he's so tired.. but nway, thanx dear!

juz ate my lunch actually.. cooked myself a bowl of duck noodles.. look at the side dishes that i put in.. lolx..

2004-10-31T20:02:00.000+08:00

as of ytd, i hav started to play maple story.. will show u a pic of my character inside k? but later la..tmr is my convention mgmt paper. after reading thru the lecture notes, i looked at my past yr paper and found out that i duno quite alot of qns.. die eh, even wif lecture notes wif me i stil cant do it.. had a fun day ytd though..

sat: meet up wif iris and viv at heeren ard 2. they each bought an item.. initailly i wanted to shop for clothings but its already past our ktv time le so made our way to old chang kee and bought some stuffs and headed towards partyworld.. one of the guy extended our hour to 6.30 instead of 6pm.. *hiak* dear join us ard 3.30 and billy joined at 5.30 ba.. after ktv, decided to go coffee club express for dinner.. had the garlic prawn spagetti plus mango tango drink.. its juz so delicious.. i juz love coffee club express.. lolx.. after that, i accompany dear to his office to get baq some stuffs while they went on their ways.. played pool wif dear til dave reached den i took cab home.. omg, i spent like $60 on ytd alone.. luckily now is exam period so i spent lesser if not sure bankrupt..

sun: gonna play ms now lor.. all thanx to ling,i am officially addicted now.. iris, quick dl and join us.. hee.. all muz gimme all ur luck.. lolx..

2004-10-29T13:14:00.000+08:00

hiax.. shld be studying now but no mood.. shit man.. juz ate "nasi pattaya".. *yumyum*

well, ytd paper was alright but they shld attach more acts.. alot of things i wanna refer but cant quote coz i forgot.. after exam, went k-pool play wif elaine. awhile later billy n iris joined us.. i stil can remember that stupid billy's grin on his face.. but nevertheless, due to my very good luck and the determination to prove billy wrong, i won him a round.. haha.. after that, went suntec look for dear den had dinner at raffles city foodcourt.. ate their "thai fried noodles" which is equal to "phad thai".. lolx.. den took a bus home lo..

while being very bo liao, i took a few pics.. i noe u guys wil scold me but hiak, i dun care.. =p

i took this pic wif reasons de.. that time when ling, iris and sha came my house for project, they were looking at this to see if they can see the 13th reflection.. lolx..

2004-10-27T13:45:00.000+08:00

actually nothing to post de.. juz wanna tell u guys how lazy i am.. i haven start revision on my THL paper which is tmr 2pm.. after i blog, i wil study de.. dun pinch or piak me k k? woke up ard 11.30 den suddenly feel like cooking.. so i cooked pasta with mushroom and cream sauce with some ingredients of coz la.. and i ate finish everything even the sauce oso all gone le.. buahaha.. here's the pic!! even my dear dear oso say looks nice.. *yummy*
initally i wanted to cook this for dear de.. but the sauce i bought very long le. den mummy say nov expire le call me quickly finish it.. so heehee...

2004-10-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

juz had my fm exam today.. i practised quite alot of qns but came out alot of theory and the qns are not as direct as i tink it is.. but who cares, one down!! i hav totally no mood to study anymore.. reached home ard 5.30, bathe and took a nap, had dinner and now am online. i wanted to watch "champions" 9pm, channel 8 show but my daddy is watching vcd.. arghh!!

exams haven end and alot of ppl are planning for wad to do on the 5th.. haha.. tinking of it livens me up.. in another 15mins, guess i wil try to read through the lecture notes.. upcoming is "tourism and hospitality law"

2004-10-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

well, am suppose to be studying de but due to some reason, laziness juz became an excuse for me.. zzz..

sat: went dear's house to scan some pics but his com spoil.. suay me rite? den waited for ron to reach and drove us for pool and dinner.. had dinner at an ulu ulu place and ate "zhi char".. not bad.. nice nice.. we had so much dishes.. 3 ppl only and we had spare ribs, hotplate beancurd, curry fish head, vege.. *opps* after that ron drove us to my house nearby coz he meeting his friends.. had a long walk wif dear and talk lor.. after that he meet his friends for pool while i went home.. haix, i wanted to take pics of those food de that unfortunately, we tucked in before i remembered.. bleahz.. someone pls make me study hard.. sigh..

2004-10-22T14:47:00.000+08:00

omg.. i am so sorry esp to my darlings (those who tag me) to make u guys worried for me.. i was kidda in a down mood that day but am fine le.. really thanx.. u all make my day so bright and meaningly.. haix, i couldn't sit down and study for more den an hour coz too many distractions le (com, vcds...) well, ling, dun tink so much k? for now, pls study hard coz it is gonna be our last sem wif exams le.. no matter wad happen, u live for urself rite? dun care abt rumours or ppl back-stabbing u.. its their choice and if they see that u r affected, they would tink that they win rite? u stil hav us so smile k? >.<

wed, i went high court to find dear while he is setting up the equipments.. help him a bit and felt proud.. lolx.. after that, went dinner at Lau Pa Sak again wif the same ppl (calvin, elaine who is ed's collegue, kate and me) had sting ray again, satay, kang kong, sambal sotong.. yum yum..

ytd my dear edwin was so sweet. though he had production til 10, he took a cab from his office to come all the way to my house downstairs to hav a drink wif me.. am so so happy to be able to see him.. *muackz*

today am suppose to go sch for the going through of exam papers but i overslept.. i set my alarm at 8 but it didn rang.. so ended up didn went lo.. actually wanna take cab thr de but ling n sha stil sleeping and iris didn pick up my phone.. all the way til now stil haven call me baq!! lolx.. from morning til now, i hav not study a single bit.. watched another 2 episodes of dolphin bay, ate lunch and online til now.. zzz.. dead meat le rite? dunno if i am going out later anot?

p.s. everyone muz jia you ok? iris, dun go out so often ar.. ling, dun play so much maple story.. rong, dun keep talking to iris only hoh, wad abt me? good luck too! haha.. sha, dun spend too much time wif fai.. as for the rest, clar, wendy, xl, study hard!!!

2004-10-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

feeling so vulnerable now.. dunno wad the hell is happening to me?? feel like crying, leaning over a shoulder and cry my hearts out.. listening to "xing fu de shun jian" now.. sobbing..

2004-10-19T13:21:00.000+08:00

haix, my test is gone.. no matter how i count, its stil ard 30marks/100.. die le.. but heng i only nid 30marks to get a C.. pray i can get that.. up til now i stil haven start studying all thanks to "dolphin bay".. its so addictive and i am like crying non-stop de.. tink after blogging i shall start abit of revision if not i feel damn bad sia.. my poor dear is so stressed up at work that he look so haggard.. mayb i shall cook for him on wed.. *hee*
anyway, after our mfm test, me, iris n ling went to print past year exam papers den proceed to holland village to hav our dinner.. we ate so much..

ipoh hor fun which ling loves so much..

wu xiang which is only average...

and the worse ever sting ray i ever eaten.. the fish taste like chicken breast meat.. and the chilli is not nice at all.. yuckz..

2004-10-18T13:47:00.000+08:00

hav been watching the dolphin bay.. i noe i am outdated, dunnid to spell out k? hee.. this show is like so touching.. damn, wonder if i am too emotional or wad. i juz watched finish 6 episode but hav drop tears for like so many times leh.. those who watch, do u all drop tears as often.. weak me leh.. am gonna get rdy go sch for my mfm test.. didn even study coz dunno wad to study.. i wan be a good girl which means after the test, am gonna book a lab and print some exam papers.. yea.. nway, got this from sha's blog.. some are quite true like the event organiser, flight attendance, teacher.. but the rest like floral designer.. yuckz.. lolx..

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2004-10-17T09:30:00.000+08:00

zzz.. y am i always updating things that happen the past few days? hmm, mayb i am juz plain lazy? well, who cares as long as i update rite?

on fri, juz when i tot we could go play pool after sch, our proj crop up.. we re-burn like 5times before we can submit.. first time, here error, second time, thr error.. sianz.. by the time we summited our proj, its already 8.15 le.. so deciede to take cab to find my dear at suntec.. who noes, the entire journey was so long that if i take a train, it would hav been faster coz waited very long for cab n the cabby drove so slow.. drop elaine n marv at orchard while iris at balestier.. when meet up wif dear, its like 9 le.. my heart almost stop when iris sms say that "my guy is in danger zone".. at first, i tot who she referring to and my heart misseed a beat.. later to noe that she is actually referring to sylvester of singapore idol.. but heng, he is stil in the competition.. *haha* nway, i stil got to eat the wanton noodles at suntec.. *yummy* its nice but too spicy la.. den went pacific coffee, we ate potato salad, crossiore and coffees.. *so pig* den home we went..

sat: went suntec find dear ard 4 as he had to work ma.. poor thing hor? den proceed to orchard to collect my zara pants, walk walk ard den ate dinner at the tuk tuk kitchen which sells thai food.. following, accompany dear to "chapter 2" at bugis for haircut since sha say its good but no photos de eh!! den went bukit timah plaza play pool.. my sec sch mates "xiao qi, teck, zhijie" are so nice.. they came and find me.. so long nvr see them le eh.. they went off ard 1am and i accompany dear wif mark, jerr, idiotic dave till 2.30 den went home..

sun: and now so early in the morning, i am awake coz i accompany my parent eat breakfast.. i am so sleepy think i gonna get baq to slp for another short while.. *hiak*

2004-10-15T15:30:00.000+08:00

well, am in sch now.. hmm, so late didn update blog but very lazy to do so oso eh.. lolx.. well, nth much happen anyway except for doing projects ma.. but no worries, after today i hav to concentrate on exams le.. didn meet dear on tues coz my mum msg me n told me she nearly fainted while cooking therefore i rush home asap.. wed, we had our wine etiquette lesson.. me n iris drank quite alot and its free coz alot of ppl cant really drink or dun like red/white wine.. after that, went orchard wif iris to shop for her cardigan at far east and she bought 2tops.. haha, on wed she spent more den me.. den after that, she brought me to a spagetti shop at taka for aglio olio spagetti.. *yummy* after dinner, went suntec find dear and realise he had such a bad day.. *sayang*

thrus: rush thru my mfm proj coz last minute alot of things crop up. initailly dear told me he meetin his poly friends den later on he say can meet me le.. but being such a stupid gurl, i didn noe that dear put everything aside juz to meet me, i tot his friends cancelled it.. coz i had to rush proj, i cant meet him.. feel so bad the whole nite.. so sorry ar..

here's a pic taken on wed of me and my darlings before our Convention Mgmt presentation.. damn formal ya? but so smart and nice.. *grinz*

later most prob will be go pool fusion play pool awhile before going dear's company find him.. miss dear dear so much..

2004-10-12T23:22:00.000+08:00

well, did i improve on my photoshop skills? pray hard.. lolx..

2004-10-12T17:13:00.000+08:00

well, actually coming to lab do proj de but well, smth crop up and we decided not to do le.. i might be meeting jinting and mayb i gonna do smth sweet for my dear later.. hiak.. dun tink he can read my mind though.. hahaz.. as promised, here's the pic we took wif jeassea.. she is so pretty.. exams are round the corner.. one of my friend, joey, asked me today whether i start revising le ma.. so i said no.. and she goes, "omg, dun lie to me eh.. in 13 days will be our exams le.." haha.. well, i muz be a gd girl.. let me play finish k and i shall start next wk hao ma? >.<

notice: does sha hav double chin? haha.. iris claim that she has.. lolx..

2004-10-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

haix.. didn went to euphoria after all.. sha n fai wanted to go cine for the "singapore idol" thingy.. while marv n elaine slack till they too lazy to go.. moreover, they wanna go chinablack.. zzz.. basically, meet up wif iris ard 6pm.. went to outside cine meet sha n fai.. we saw afew idols including one of my fav jeassea!! me, iris and sha took pic wif her.. she is so pretty.. didn had a chance to take wif sylvester de.. den went wheelock zara wif iris to meet dear.. i bought a pin strip pants from zara but nid to alter coz too long le.. den went sakura for dinner.. *yummy* me n iris did some shopping and we each bought a top.. omg, spent abt $100 juz on sat alone.. die.. proceed to play pool at mambo till 12.. slowly walk towards taka, bought some drinks, chat awhile den iris went off le.. me n dear took NR3 to his house nearby and played candles at the park thr.. so romantic.. we sat on the swing from 2plus til 4, talking n singing.. so heart-warming.. ate breakfast den went up to his house.. reached home at 9.30am, bathe n slp but woke up at 1pm.. dunno y but my dear is so pig.. i called him at 6pm and he's still sleeping..
as for today, am resting and be good gurl.. tmr hav school again le.. hee..

p.s. wait til iris upload pic, den i post the pic.. bleahz!

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2004-10-09T13:54:00.000+08:00

dear no nid go bangkok le!!! so happy.. hee.. later am going to euphoria after all.. buahaha..

ytd went partyworld ktv wif dave, dear and cavin.. we sang in the hall.. there is this 2 girls who are supper guai lan.. noe wad they do?? they keep singing songs i sang.. bloody hell.. at first when they reach, i was singing jolin "dao dai".. den they keep looking at me.. later part, i go choose elva "ai de zhu da ge".. den they oso go picked that song, somemore they insert the song and sang first so it look as if i am copying them but too bad they got not much power.. =p its not a coincidence lo.. coz i picked "ming tian jian". they oso.. once i sing finish, they sing.. aint it all obvious.. hmpf!! sang till ard 1am, den i took cab home alone coz they not yet done wif it and the later part i was dozing off on the chair le.. spent so much.. haha

before the ktv, i went shopping wif iris, elaine n marv.. den iris did something so blur, ask her urself.. lolx.. after that, me n iris went to wheelock zara.. i spot a strip pants thr which is so nice.. it fit me perfertly.. tink i gonna buy but nid to alter length coz its damn damn long.. $49.90 for a pants in zara.. good bargain hor? lolx..

2004-10-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

today i totally didn went school.. buahaha.. damn lazy coz sha, iris and elaine went to sheraton hotel for interview regarding their ITP.. well, i got into FULLERTON.. dunno is it good or bad.. at least its near dear's workplace.. den my darlings all came my house together wif fai to do proj and bitch abt singapore idols.. lolx.. fun fun..

ytd, wait for dear finsih his work in his office lor.. den went to my house nearby for dinner.. we ate rice wif hotplate beancurd, sambal kang kong, spare ribs.. yummy.. nice nice.. tink i gonna change my blogskin but abit lazy eh.. somemore exam coming le.. hmmm..

2004-10-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

dear dear cant accompany me to euphoria concert le.. haix.. i plan to go drinking after the concert den stayover at his house but all gone.. he nid to fly to bangkok for work this entire weekend.. *sad* but nvm, i shall be understanding.. this 2days hav been rushing proj and didn got to see dear.. hav u all experience this before? its like when i am stress or lonely, i wil anyhow tink, anyhow imagine and make myself sad.. and when i listen to sad songs, tears juz drop.. omg, am i going crazy? well, forget abt me..

as promised, here are a few pics of my straight hair.. shld i rebond my hair? i nid COMMENTS.. =p =p

stupid sha say i look slutty.. hmpf!!

my darlings!! but sha not inside.. lolx..

2004-10-04T01:31:00.000+08:00

am juz home from a ktv session at chinatown "cha xuan".. that place is like a pub.. dear's friend terrence brought us thr de.. hmm, not worth the money of $18 though their songs are new but its like those "chiong" ktv pub lor.. although the ktv session is not great, but me n dear n had great fun and sweetness together..

fri: after sch and proj, went bugis wif iris and rong to acc rong buy formal clothings.. den bought bread to dear's office find him.. sweet hor? waited for dear finished his work alraedy 9plus le.. so we went coffee n went home.. haix.. i was so sad that day coz of some stuffs but nvm..

sat: went to sha's house ard 2pm.. drag till dunno wad time den start proj.. haha.. *as usual* me darling sha is so nice.. she bought nuggets, seaweed chicken, fries and made jelly for us.. (coz she dun do this usually de, she is so pampered) *thankz sha* we really appreciate it.. played wif the hair straightener while discussing proj.. i hav made up my hair to rebond my hair again.. this is gonna be the 3rd time but wil do it after my exams coz now too busy le.. took alot of pics wif my straight hair.. will post it up as soon as i get hold of them.. den meet my fei korkor for dinner plus ling at bedok85.. had sting ray, chicken wings, carrot cakes and wu xiang.. *yumyum* actually suppose to meet dear at holland V at 10 de but smth crop up so cannot.. sorry orh..

here's a pic of my darlings.. hiak hiak

isn't this such a nice pic.. ling edit for me de.. i am such a noob at photoshop.. haha..

2004-10-01T01:02:00.000+08:00

juz home from dear's house.. thanx dear for cooking so much food n drinks for me.. actually am suppose to cook pasta and soup for dear de but i forgot bring the food.. *opps* after going to subordinate court to find dear, we went carrefour to buy beef, mango, mushroom, sauces, sprouts, thousland island dressings.. den went to "the angie's choice" and bought durian roll.. after eating all the good food that dear cooked, am too full and forgot all abt the durain roll.. *sob* but i cook smth too k? i cooked the "minestrone/minnostrone" (shit, forgot how to spell) soup and the sauces!! buahaha.. am juz home and had bathe..

as promised, this was the pic i promised last wk. taken on jean's bday!!

2004-09-29T01:36:00.000+08:00

wah seh.. this few days busy til can die.. tues and wed both days hav presentations.. always lacked of sleep and my brain cells is negative le.. all thanx to a bloody idiot in my grp.. well, my TAM ppt today or rather ytd was ok not too bad.. tmr is GBE, now preparing the info.. i damn suay eh.. today dunno wad happen.. ard 7plus, when me n iris leaving, my stomach suddenly very pain.. sat in the toilet for so long den when i stand up, i nearly fainted.. immediately sms dear to tell him den i took cab to orchard find him.. i love my darling iris.. lolx.. she was so sweet to sms dear call him to look after me.. *muackz*

though today only see dear while but oso happy le.. hee.. gonna rush proj le.. ciaoz..

2004-09-26T11:19:00.000+08:00

hmm, gonna be a long post w/o pics coz all my pics taken wif my web cam are so blur and my friend haven send me the pics we took so bear wif it k? =)
mayb i am juz gonna do a brief update.

thrus: after sch, meet jinting at suntec to buy jean's present but since she stil doing proj, i met up wif dear awhile.. accompany dear eat dinner lo.. den proceed to bugis wif jinting and bought jean an "elle" jacket she wanted.. i am so broke.. spent $50 on both friends' pressie.. went to a cafe or isit restaurant to eat western food.. 6 ppl eat $112.. the portion very big depending on wad u order la.. following, meet dear at suntec ard 9.30 to acc him take bus home.. poor dear dear always gotta work til so late de..

fri: rush my TAM proj till 3.30am den woke up at 7am to prepare and go sch edit and print out our proj.. ling as usual so pig de, she cant wake up.. >.< and that stupid weeshing as usual says he got stomach ache.. finally handed up 1 proj at 11am.. feel so happy and contended to see the outcome of it.. sch dismiss at 5pm and me, iris n sha proceed to orchard area so took train together.. meet dear ard 6.30 liddat.. i shop til i forgot the time.. haha.. bought a formal shirt at G2000 for $59.. i love it so much.. (i noe iris they all are gotta scold me coz its a stripped shirt again) *opps* den dear suddenly ask me if i mind going to "lau pa sat" for a dinner wif 2 of his collegues.. being such an understanding and friendly girl, i dun mind la.. buahahha.. ate satay, kang kong, sting ray, sambal sotong, fried doughstick wif mayo.. *pig* thr's this 55 years old Australian woman, she has diebetics and is quite old le.. but am impressed by her high level of energy and jovial-ness, plus she speak good cantonese.. i almost died laughing thr.. after dinner, took cab to orchard and walk walk.. dunno y but me and dear are always thirsty de so we went swensens for a "topless 5" ice-cream.. *yummy*

sat: meet dear at bukit panjang den went bbdc to register for him, went down to far east and he had chicken rice.. proceed to taka, walk walk.. dear is so jialat.. he haven got his pay but aim so many things le.. buahaha.. as for me, ate the new burger at Mac.. its nice and i finished the whole burger.. at first, i was so angry becoz today was suppose to go xiao gui ling wif iris n bf, elaine, fei, me n ed.. but due to alot of change, we didn go.. it has been so long since i played pool. i sux at it when playing wif dear n dave at bukit timah.. reached home at 1.30.. while they continue to newton to eat supper.. i cant go.. argh!!!

2004-09-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

this is a pic taken quite afew weeks ago when i watched "13 going 30" at sembawang's Mos Burger.. lolx.. so long le i noe.. but this is wad happen when i dun hav camera phone ma.. =p
my friend say i dun look myself here.. got a guai look.. guai ma? hahaz...

these few days hav been very busy doing proj.. haix.. rushing like mad.. but rather efficient coz i did alot le.. now me n iris are in charge of doing the TAM powerpoint.. i hate wee shing!! he is the guy in my grp who only comes for less den 10% of our meeting and does 20% of wad we each do.. arghh!! so angry!! he's gonna get it when we hav peer evaluation..

hav not seen dear for so many days le.. ever since last fri.. =(
wonder wad is he doing now, he is so busy.. really miss him badly..
ytd my com tio some stupid virus/bug or wad hav u.. fixed it til ard 2am den went slp.. this morning had to drag myself go 9am lesson coz attendance damn bad le.. den skipped 1-3 lesson wif iris to do our proj.. well, gonna start doing le.. if not, die!!

2004-09-19T13:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm, ytd met fei 6.30 at lido to watch "the terminal" coz i got 2 free tix from dear's friend.. too bad dear gotta help out at the shop coz his sis getting married today and all his family members are busy preparing.. well, the show was quite long but its highly recommended coz its damn funny.. actually meeting ling de but due to some reasons didn la.. went to eat chong pang's nasi lemak.. some mis-understanding occurs between me n dear ytd. all singtel and starhub's fault.. last nite talk to dear til 7am and got it all cleared up le.. poor dear gotta wake up 7 plus today.. tink now he is at the groom's place le.. at nite den go for dinner.. well, his ex is gonna be thr and of coz naturally i wil feel uneasy and jealous de.. but of coz i trust him.. >.<

today am gonna slack at home whole day and be a good gurl and try to save some money.. i hav 2 sec sch pals bday.. nid to reserve ard $50.. sob sob..

2004-09-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

i am at dear's company now.. so late le stil waiting for him to knock-off.. poor thing hor? somemore is friday eh.. after school, went orchard wif iris, elaine to buy mooncakes.. den went "big O" cafe to hav coffee and our usual calamaris.. awhile later, viv came to look for us.. aiyo, she paid for eveything.. feel so bad, returned her the money but she say dunnid la.. *paiseh* dear dear is done le.. ciaoz

2004-09-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

juz dl-ed these 2 songs.. omg, i cried while listening to "if tommorrow never comes".. haix.. =(

If I Don't Tell You Now
by Ronan Keating

Oooh...
I've kept it inside, for the longest time
And I can't keep keeping it in
All this love that's inside my heart
Maybe it's safer not to say that I care
Maybe this road won't lead me anywhere

But If I don't tell you now
I may never get the chance again
To tell you that I need you, tell you what I'm feelin
If I keep these feelings in
And if I don't say the words
How will you hear what's inside my heart?
How will you know that, if I don't tell you now
I'd give anything to be in your dreams
And I can't stand standing by
With this dream that's inside my heart
Maybe I'm only going to make a mistake
And there's a chance maybe my heart will break

How will you know you're inside my soul
Oh it's driving me crazy
'Cause you don't see
You're the world to me
I'm so afraid to say the way that I feel

Ohhh..
If I don't tell you now

If Tomorrow Never Comes'
by Ronan Keating

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

2004-09-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

jessie feels like being a sweet gurl today.. after sch, i went suntec to find my dear dear coz he working thr.. accompany dear eat dinner den took bus wif him to his house.. nth much to say le.. except, my projects due date are coming.. so so dead!!

2004-09-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

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2004-09-13T20:54:00.000+08:00

here's a pic.. thanx to eve.. this pic is taken long before we cut our hair.. see iris hair so long den.. lolx..

well, today am so happy coz we did alot of our project.. so efficient.. me, iris n elaine stayed baq after sch from 2-5.45.. did different project to speed things up.. plan alot of things.. haix.. but now i hav a terrible headache.. useless me.. if i dun hav headache, i wil be wif my dear now le.. =(

2004-09-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

well, this few days are so sweet but they passed so fast.. lazy to type so summarise abit bit k?

fri: watched "13 going 30" finally.. actually wanna find fei and ling after the movie but they went bedok 85 which i dunno how to go so didn went.. had dinner at mos burger den went home le.. guai hor? had a pic taken thr but haven recieve it..

sat: meet dear ard 3plus den went sim lim coz his friend wan buy hard disk and i nid printer ma.. den ard 7 went to the museum to look at the nice nice statue coz dear love it.. ate fried rice with added eggs wif tom yum soup.. while waiting for dave at my house downstairs, me n dear had a long talk.. simply love the feeling of sitting down and having a long chat.. waited for dave from 11.30-12.30.. dave n dear went play pool while i go home..

sun: my relatives came my house.. meet dear bout 6 at bukit timah for a short pool session, well, the more i play, the suckier i get.. zzz.. at first my uncle dun let me go out, keep di siao me say pak tor dunwan them le.. crazy bunch.. they stil at my house playing majong now.. =p
muz wait for another wk before i can see dear.. =(

p.s. i am so worried for our proj.. left 4 wks how to complete 5proj???? omg, and sha nvr reply our sms de.. die le this time..

found this quote in a storybook i juz read.. really leave a very deep impression in me.. "you only knew you were loved if you were left and returned to, if you were ignored and den craved"

2004-09-12T15:47:00.000+08:00

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Physical: 3/10
Giver: 3/10

You are a RPIT--Reserved Practical Intellectual Taker. This makes you a Love Geek.Heh heh -- you love geek! You are weirdly sexy. It doesn't take people a long time to get to know you, but people *think* it takes a long time, because you are as cool and regulated after a year as you are on a first meeting. You don't tend to date casually -- you just suddenly find yourself in long term relationships. Your approach to conflict is your greatest asset -- it complements almost every other type. You don't express yourself or your feelings in dramatic terms, but you will speak up to those who do. You are generally calm, but capable of ramping up, and you don't give up until the issue is resolved -- this means even the hottest temper or coolest conflict-avoider can feel comfortable pursuing their satisfaction with you. And you don't hold a grudge -- you get through it, and it's done. You rock. Sure, you like the sex. And you communicate with your partner well, so you're good at it. But it's not something you would make jokes about or bring up in polite company (not that you don't appreciate that kind of humor). You're no prude, but that's just not your style. You'd make an excellent parent. You enjoy food and can be a ravenous eater. A good cook will get your attention quickly.Of the 68932 people who have taken this quiz, 5.1 % are this type.

2004-09-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

dunno y some ppl juz dunno how to appreciate ppl.. no matter how much she did for him, forgave him, he stil did this.. was so god damn pissed.. dun wish to elaborate coz of privacy matters.. make me lost confidence in guys.. TEMPTATION, wad a word, wad an excues.. how many guys actually hide wad they do? even if they dun say, we would always be kept in the dark.. when can thr be actual trust and belief?

accompany iris to kimage for rebonding ytd.. waited for her for 4hrs but was voluntarily de la.. den meet dear awhile, hao bu rong yi can see him de hoh.. really miss him so so much.. ever since he go work, we can only meet on weekends.. bu she de let go of him when i reached kim seng coz meet rong n iris for zouk.. >.< following, ate bak kut teh wif shuming n the gurls and stayed over at iris's house.. thats abt all..

p.s. girl, i noe its hard to do it but remember we are all here for u k? do wads right for urself and dun be influence by wad ppl say.. like i told u, once u decide on ur decision, u made it.. so even if u regret or not, u made the choice.. *hugs*

2004-09-07T20:44:00.000+08:00

got woken up at 8.30 by my mum.. washup and left home at 9.30, went bank to add my name in my mum's ac den proceed to toa payoh wif my bro to eat the "suki sakura" buffet.. hmm, quite nice eh.. they hav teppanyaki, grills (satays, hotdog...), oysters, western food, sushi, shark fins soup, cakes, ice-cream, jellies.. alot hor? btw, i saw steven thr (shin's friend), he's a chef thr orh.. beside suki sakura is kbox ma den he say next time go the kbox thr, he bring us free food.. finish eating le shop ard toa payoh but nth de.. saw a racer back from samuel n kelvin but mama say i look very skinny in it so i didn buy.. went baq to causeway pt and bought a pair of heels from chales n keith and foundation.. spent $60 today.. siao la.. went library and borrowed 3books.. nowadays i am into reading coz no choice.. dear dear working, i gotta entertain myself le.. =(
tmr hav to wake up so so early to go for a stupid course.. haix..

2004-09-06T22:37:00.001+08:00

*hee* did all these abt an hour ago.. i had nth to do and was lazy to start on proj.. tmr my mama bringing me to a new sakura branch eat buffet.. its not like the far east sakura.. their buffet is mixed of west, east, jap, asian cusine.. $20nett.. too bad i hav no cam if not sure take alot of pics n tempt u peeps.. i am a noob in photoshop like wad elaine said.. so give me yr comments orh..

lastly is a pic of me wif my hair tied up.. so not me rite? haha..

2004-09-06T01:39:00.000+08:00

had a wonderful day coz i got to see haze jie for supper together wif dear at bukit timah.. too bad i was really stoned, if not can stay longer.. sorry ya?

well, today went my grandpa's house as usual den went dinner.. meet dear at causeway point.. after that went bukit timah area to loan books.. buahaha.. being so long since i went le.. loan a book by sandra brown.. iris: this is an author i recommend to u.. it is romance wif sexual stuffs.. lolx..

den played pool at pool fusion for awhile.. den meet haze for tea and chat lor.. saw haze's tatoo, nice eh.. den took cab home.. wtf!! coz i drop dear off first. den once dear got off, the cabby keep asking me weird qns like, "y he nvr send u home?", "is thr true love?" bla bla bla.. and he got the wrong way, drive me baq to bukit timah den to woodlands.. omg, who the hell took cab from bukit timah to woodlands for $14.. irritating!! wif midnite charge oso not so ex.. oh ya, i bought a pair of simple slippers for sch de.. $16.90 only, y not? i stil deciding whether to buy my heels from URS or charles n keith?

sat: meet up wif dear at chinatown ard 4 coz he gotta work before that ma.. wanted to watch "harold n ... went to the white castle" or "13 going 30" but by the time we shopped and eat, not much time slot le so zzz.. lolx.. ate dinner at cafe cartel, remember dun eat their pasta, not great de.. try eating their lasgne and fried macroni nicer.. *hee* played pool at bukit timah till 11.30 den took cab.. mummy sick so i good girl go home acc her lo.. had a real sweet time wif my dear..

these are wad we ate on thurs when i go find dear at chinatown.. looking at the dimsum, i feel so so so hungry and craving for it.. dun blame me coz after eating halfway den realise haven take pics.. *opps* iris: got yr fav porkribs.. buahaha..

2004-09-04T11:38:00.000+08:00

here's an update of wad happen to me these few days.. >.<>5 brown casual pants. very nice and fitting, even dear say nice but too bad they only left S,L,XL.. sob sob.. will go all gg>5 find it.. after that, he go baq to shop while i went home.. al the way from chinatown to woodlands sia.. sweet rite? reached home at 9.15, bloody shit coz s'pore idol juz nice finish!!

fri: missed my first lesson coz of a throbbing headache.. ate panadols den went for 2nd tutorial.. after sch, went k-pool wif iris and elaine but played 1 round of pool den i went off le. coz dear today first day work at suntec so i wanna go fetch him.. pig at KFC.. ordered 2 meals and 2 cheesefries.. *yucks* so much can? after this, shop ard suntec coz dear wanna lookout for ties, shirts and pants.. i saw a brown tie which is like "love at first sight".. i juz love it so much den i showed dear.. OMG, he is such an impulse buyer, he bought the tie coz he likes it too.. i was so jealous coz i couldn't wear that tie!! *hmpf* den went to the pool place which iris suggested near somerset BP.. iris: its so near to somerset mrt station.. next time i bring u all thr k? the pool there is damn cheap though that place quite dusty orh.. ard 11, took bus to his house and i took cab home.. we were so blur coz he left his hp and palmtop in my bag. only when i got on the cab den realise, end up the cabby U-turn after the expressway and go baq bukit panjang.. buahaha..

now that dear got his job, it wil be very difficult to meet him coz his work wil end ard 9.. and some sat he gotta work if there's hearings.. sob sob..

here's a pic edited by me.. first-time user leh.. lolx..

2004-09-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

jessie has being a rather bad girl recently..

mon: didn go school coz was really too tired.. went causeway pt acc jiarong eat dinner den go work.. too bad iris cant work with us anymore due to billy.. after work den go home lor..

tues: went school as usual.. played pool after school at k-pool wif iris and elaine.. jiarong oso thr.. had old chang kee's curry puff.. omg, after eating, my throat become sore.. went home after that coz my dear dear wan me to hav some personal space today so didn meet up..

today: skipped first lecture.. ard 11 reached jurong den recieve call from iris say she dunwan go cm tutorial coz we didn prepare presentation.. hahaz, so i meet her at clementi mac eat breakfast lor.. den pool AGAIN!! buahahaha.. but played awhile den rush baq school for lesson.. did project til 5 den proceed to causeway point k-pool wif iris for some free pool session (coz andy treat ma).. at this rate, we are gonna be glued to pool.. last time i always say dear is pool freak but now it seems that i more addicted den him.. *wink* after that ate cheesefries.. juz got home and had a big serving of dinner.. *fat fat fat* =p